nurshatiara_17

2008-11-29T17:15:00.004+08:00

hOla!!

yA ya Ya i nOe..

iM lYke sUper lOng nevA bLog..

sIs bZ dOwnlOadin' hEr nEva eNdin kOrean dRama!!

dErr!!

n lYke sHe bAnd aL oF her fAmiLy mEmber fRum uSin' iT..

bItchY biTchy!!

iF yOu r rEadin' tIz..

hEhe!!

tAke a hInt hOrr!!

hAha!!

i lYke sOo lAzy tO uPdate mA pIcs n aL at fRenSter..

tOo maNy..

n hAte dUin iT laRr..

pPl r cOmplainin bOut dEr aiNt noTynk iN ma fRiendSter..

sOo yA..

maEb..

i hOpe i wiLl fYnd thE tYme tO du sO!!

hEhe!!

k..

cAtch uP wiF u gUys!!

sOon!!

sOon!!!!!!

***

2008-10-08T14:28:00.003+08:00

iM bRingiN sExy bAck!!

yup!!

im bAck afTer i dUno hOw lOng!!

i tYnk i mIz oUt on aLot..

sOo i gOt sOo maNy cAtchIn uP tU dU..

sOo lEt mE cUt tIz shOrt..

c yOu lOves arOund!!

2008-07-12T15:50:00.005+08:00

hOla hUmiEz!!

iM bAck!!

gEe =)

fIrst oF aL..

i waNa saE tHanX tO e pPl wHu drOpped bY..

u pPl nOe whU u r..

hAhax!!

tHanx pLenty!!

rEalLy aPprecIated iT!!

welL..
iM gOna maKe tIz sHort fOr nOwadaes..
iM pRez 4 tYme..
gEe =)
iT waS a sCary & aL-nEw + trilLin' + niCe xPerIence!!
gEe =)
stilL iN pAen..
hahAxX!!
iM sOo bZ wif mA pRecIOus nOw!!
i mEan reAL bZ!!
nOt eNugh sLip..
nO tYme tO dU mA oWn stUfF..
nO tYme tO sUrf e nEt..
sOo..i wOnt b bLogGin lYke i usE tO..
oNi wEn i hAf e tYme..
hEhee!!
sOo nOw..
gOtTA cHao!!

p.s kIpin mAseLf bZ wif mA pReciOus bY mA siDe..
tHanx tO bOo* & gOd fOr tIz tO haPpen..
nOw i hAf e mOz beaUtifUleZ tYnk iN e wHole..
n nO1 cAn tAke iT fRum mE..
***

2008-06-29T21:18:00.004+08:00

hOla lUpieZ!!
OMG!!
a fEw mOre hOurs tO gO..
s xCited i m tO sEe mA pRecIous..

i m s fEarfUl..

erGghHhh..
sEramnYer!!
sOo i hAf tO b dEr bY 1pM...
sOo e pRocEdure wilL stArt @ 2pM..
sOo..
mA pRecIous!!
mE n bOo* cAnt wAet tO sEe yOu!!
welL..
lEts hOpe eVerytYnk wilL gO smOothLy..
gEe =)
sOo peOple..
frUm tOmorRow i wilL b aWae!!
sOo wOnt b bLogGin’ 4 sUmtyMe..
dU mIz mE yA...
hAhAxXx!!
lOng hOlidAe!!
yEyeh!!
a wHole nEw xperienCe fOr mE & bOo* wIf mA prEciOus!!
sOo lUpiEz..
tIz iS nOt gOodbYe yA..
iTz c U sOon..
gEe =)

>>mIzin' bOo* lOtz & pLenty!!<<

***

2008-06-29T00:36:00.005+08:00

hOla peepers!!
K..lYke first oF aL...
tOdae’s puRpOse oF blog eNtry is b’Dae sHoutOut tO aBa!!
bOo*’s dAdy!!
yUp!!
iT wAs sUppOse tO b yEz..e 28tH..
bUt mA sIs wAs bZ wAtcHin’ hEr kOrean vIdeOs..
sInce mOrnin’ till nOw evEntualLy..
dErr!!
lYke haLo..b rEasOnabLe loRr..
hMm..
sOo hEre iS tHe shOutoUt : nExt!!
I fOrgOt tO writE iT dOwn..
I mIz ANTM lAz tHursdAe..!!
eRghh!!

dAmn!!
taLkin’ tO bOo* bOut mA pRecIous..
bUt sIs kept mE uPdatEd!!
jAnet iS oUt!!

sOo s a rOutinE..

hEre iS jAnet's lAz pHotoshOot wIf ANTM cycLe 9..

welL..

bUt me sUre dAt it wOnt b hEr lAz phOtoshOot!!

='(
mA gOrgeOus lAdy iS oUt..
rEaSon : cAnt pOse..
sOo sAd!!
bUt stilL gUrl..uR gOrgeOus!!
gEe =)
tOdae iS mUm’s lAz dAe @ motOroLa!!
gEe =)
sOo hApy rEtiremEnt mUmy dEar.. welL..
sHe iS stilL oUt @ tIz hOur!!
dErr!!
wEn tO cOzwAe tO hAf pizZa wIf hEr colLeagUes..
hEr fRen’s tReat..
hMm..
mIzin’ bOo* lyKe helL lOrr..
sAtu hAri tAk dGar sUara dIer..
mUm lArr nie..
bAwak hP..
dErr..
bGit jApp..
hAez..wOndErin’ wAt bOo* iS dUin rYte nOw..
mAra2..bIngiT2..pOn rIndu sIk..
gEe =)
cAnt wAet tilL mUmy aLek..
nAk kOl bOo*..
rIndu tAk dGar sUara dIer saTu hAri..
well..hOpe hE mIzEs mE tOo..
n..tYnkin oF mE..
hAHaAa..
welL..nOw iS oFficiAlLy e 29tH..
adOi..
s e daE dRaws cLoser tO mE..
e mOre fEarfUl i m..
cAm nAk lAri..gEe =)
tOo bAd i cAnt lOrr..
hAha!!
fU-yO!!
bErdEbar dEbar jAntUng kU..
hOpe eVeryTynk gOes welL!!

***

2008-06-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

welL..
tOdae iS oNe oF e “bLah-daEs”..
u nOe wAt is the cOnstaNt tYnk iN lYfe??
chAnges!!
evErytYnk chAnges bY e secOnd..
wAt iS tOdae mAe nOt b tOmorRow sOo..
tReasuRe evEry mOment fOr it wilL nEva cUm back aGain..
pPl..feELingS..sUrRoundIngs..buIlding chAnges..
iN a nIck oF tyMe..
wAt u c tOdae cAn nEva b wAt u c tomOrrOw..
n iT wilL nEva cUm bAck..
...
sOo wAt iF u cAnt fOrsAke ur pResence..
sOo wAt iF u cAnt giMme mOney..
y cAnt u sHow a liTtle bIt oF digNity n sPare mE e tYme tO hEar uR vOice..
u mAe nEva fYnd e cHance aGain oNe dAe even if u r wilLin’ tO..
iTz sIms sOo lOng sInce ...
hMm..
dUn tYnk eveRytYnk wilL b oKae iF wE dEcide tO cHange 1 dAe..
fOr thE tYme lOz cAn nEva b rEplAce..
e hUrt cOz cAn nEva b tAken awAe..
n wAt hAf tOok pLace wilL b a pArt oF uS oLwiS..
stIck 2 oUr memories..
cAn nEva b eRase..
...
stilL..
lEave no rUms 4 rEgrEts..
fOr rEgrEts wilL brIng u dOwn..
lOok fOrwArd..
sUmtYnk nEw wilL rePlace e oLd..n wHu nOes..
u mAe fYnd uRseLf haPpier nOw dEn b4..
...
cOuntIn’ dOwn till e bits & pIeces..

3 mOre dAes tO tHe 3OtH!!
sOo sCary seHy..
@ tIz pOint..
sUdDenlY i filL sOo lOnelY..
hMm..
dilemma lar mE nIe..
well..mA pRecIous..
cAnt wAet tO sEe yOu!!
mE lOve yOu lOts!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SoO pAinfUl!!
gAga!!

***

2008-06-26T21:38:00.005+08:00

hOla pEepers!!

mA pRecIous is dUin gReat!!

nOw fOr thE finAle..

30tH jUne hEre i cUm..

i eNcOuntEred sUmtYnk tOdae..

hMm..

i hOpe iTz nOtynk bAd..

i pRay hArd fOr dAt..

hMm..

iM nOt filLin' tOo gUd..

n dAt i didNt evEn hAf e chAnce tO telL bOo*

cOz hE iS sOo bZ wiF hIs tYnks..

hAez..sIan btOl..

seRus!!

welL..

nOtynk mOre tO sAe lAr bOut hIm..

tYme cHanges a perSon..

sOo i gUes..

nOtynk i sAe iS gOna dU mUch..

bTw i hAf mOre tYnks tO woRy bOut nOw..

lYke..

prEparIn' mAseLf foR e bIg dAe!!

gEe =)

xCited nyEr..

cOuntIn' dOwn evEry sEcoNd!!

aGe hAs defiNelY caUght up wif mE..

hMm..

iM nO loNger e adOrabLe gurL i uSe tO b..

(EeeEeEeeEe!!TAK MALU SAK!!)

gEe =)

welL..i sUre mIz iT lOtz..

n iF pOsSible i wAna b wHr i uSe tO b..

bUt fAte hAs broUght mE hEre..

n gIven mE e mOz bLezfUl tYnk iN mA lYfe!!

n iM lOokin' 4wArd tO iT..

emBraciN' iT wIf oPen aRms!!

hEheEe!!

welL..nOw iM waTchin' ANTM..

sOo chilL peEpers!!

cAtch up wif yA agAin!!

***

2008-06-25T22:14:00.003+08:00

hOlA peEpers!!

im hAfin' fLu rYte nOw..

lYke WTF!!

mE dUn lyke!!

bLuekzZz!!

tOmorrOw gOna cHeq oN mA pRecIous!!

gEe =)

wAa..

iTz bOut tYme..

scArEd sAngat..

welL..

mAeb bOo* is taGgin' aLong lOrr..

gEe..

ksiAn dIer..

he hAsnt bIn welL oF laTe..

welL..

iM miZin hIm lOtz!!

hE sLipin' rYte nOw..

hOw i wIsh i cAn hUg hIm..

hMm..

kAkakAzz!!

evEryoNe xCited bOut e actUal dAe loRr!!

hAha!!

lYke mOre xcitEd dEn mE!!

cUte kAnn!!

sOo mAny suPportErs!!

lOve ya pPl lOtz!!

thAnx lOrr fOr beIn dErr!!

bOo* hImself iS xCited..

i hOpe dAt tIz wilL bRing uS cLoser dEn b4..

gEe =)

sOo hEre iS a smAlL shOutOut tO..

pPl-wHu-nOe-wHu-u-R

***

2008-06-24T17:36:00.003+08:00

hOla pEepers!!
fIrstLy & mOz iMportAntLy..
i wAna dU a b’dAe shOutout tO onE oF mA dEar fRen!!
nEmo!! ...
wOw...tYme sIm to hAf pAz sOo fAz kAnn..
hMm..
tOdae dAr 24tH jUne..
tIck tOck..tIck tOck..
sAmpailAr mAsanYer kAn..
scAry!!
welL..bOo* iS dEr lOrr..
sOo lEt hIm b tHe stRengtH fOr mE tO waLk pAz tIz oRdeAl..
lOve yOu lOtz dEar!!
mUch!!plEnty!!
bOo* hAs tIz bAd hAbit lOrr..
hE lOves tO lAz arOund!!
wEn hE hAs nOtynk tO dU..
hE slips..
hE cAn sLip lYke DAMN!!

aL rOund e cLock!!

serUsly!!

sUntYmes i gEt riLy piZ ofF lOrr..

...

kKk..hE jUz rAng mE uP lOrr..

hMm..

mIz yOu bOo*..

hOw i wiSh yOu nOe hOw mUch i hEart yOu!!

i hOpe u wilL lOve mE lYke hOw u uSe tO..

hInt fOr yOu dEar : u hAf negLect me..

(sOo dU sUntyNk bOut iT k)

***

2008-06-23T17:43:00.003+08:00

hEy pPl!!
iM sOoOo bOred sAk @ hUm!!
eRrgGhhhHh!!
bOo* pAt uMa bZ sAngaT mAen pS3..
sIs tAk g skUl agAin tOdae..
dErr..
sUmtynk normaL kAn..
hEheEee.. =)
sOo sInce jUz nOw gOt cOmpaniOn lAr @ hUmiez..
bTw..sYa hAf lEft fOr rEdang yEz nYte wIf sHam..
swIt kAn..
cAm hOneymOon g2..
gEe=)
sOo lUcky loRr hEr..
sHe sEttLe dOwn wIf a bEta mAn..
sOo haPpy fOr hEr..
i tYnk dEr shUd hAf rEach dEr bY nOw...
mAeb sHe sUn-tAnnIn lOrr rYte nOw..
geE =)
hOpefulLy sHe n sHam hAf a gOod tYme..
n mAe tIz 1 wEek vAcatIon bRing dEm cLoser tO eAch oTha..
gEe =)
n oH yEs mIra cUzie!!
dOn filL uPset k..
dEr wilL b mOre oPportUnitiEs iN nEar fUture..
n yUp!!u lOok gUd in hOt pAnts..
gEt 1 fOr uRseLf yA!!
rEallY nIce lOrr!!
jUz uSe iT oUtsYde lOrr..
uPon lEavin’ & rEachin’ hUm cHange tO sUmtyNk eLse..
eEe..jahAt eHk mE..
hAhax!!
mE osO wAn tO gEt oNe mAseLf..
hAhaxXx!!
bUkan mUm n dAd bSin..
bOo* cOnfiRm bsIn..
nAnti dIer bUang...
sAdDist..
bTw mA bOdy aChin’ bAdly loRr... OMG!!
sOo nEar oReady!!
sCary!!
mA pRecIous iS oTw!!
gEe=)

***

2008-06-22T13:38:00.003+08:00

hoLa ppL..

dIDnt wrOte aN enRy yEz cOz dEr wAsnt anYtInk tO wrIte abOut..

welL..

yEz dAdy wEn tO jB..

s uSual..tO bUy sMoke..

i kNew sUmtyNk wAsnt rYte wEn hE wAsnt hUm @ 11.30pM!!

hE leFt the hOuse arOund 8pM..

toDae wEn i wOke uP..

hE told mE dAt hE gOt cAught @ cUstOm..

i wEn lYke..

WTF!!

iT aL stArted wIf the mOtorcYcle'S siDe stAnd..

hE dIdnt put e siDe sTand prOperlY..

sOo e bIke neArly lOse iTz baLance

but lUckiLy dAd suPportEd iT..

welL..

e oFficerS tHoughT he 'gaBra'..

sOo deY dId a th0roUgh cHeq..

n dEy fOund iT!!

6 pAcks oF saLem & a pAcket oF drUm!!

s a secOnd tYme oFfendEr..

(hE wAs fiNed $200 b4)

(@ chAngi vilLage fOr sMokin' nOn-s'Pore smOke)

hE wAs chArged $5100!!

lYke helL!!

4 diGit siaL!!

kSian lAr mA daDy..

n hAf tO pAe @ e sPot sUmore!!

i dUno Y..

pRobLems kIp bEfalLin hIm...

b4 he cOmpletEs oNe prOb..

anOther prOb falLs on hIs hEad..

i rEalLy wiSh i cAn dU suMtynk..

hAez.. ='(

wAt kInda daUghtEr m i!!

inSteAd oF heLpin hIm eaSen hIs bUrden..

i aDd tO hIs bUrdeNs..

iM soOo sOry dAdy..

i pRomise i wilL mAke iT uP tO yoU!!

hOw i wIsh i cAn gIf hIm a suPportiN' hUg..

4 dAtz aL i cAn dU ryte nOw..

hMm..

welL..

i pRay dAt gOd wilL gIme e cHance tO pAe mA kIndnez tO hIm..

i lOve you sOo mUch dAdy!!

fOr aL dAt yOu hAf dOne 4 tIz famiLy..

wE r thAnkfUl fOr dAt!!

jAse bAek ayA akAn diIngatI sLalu!!

i duNo y iS tIz haPpenin' tO oUr fAmily..

bUt maE evEry prOb makEs uS stRonger @ evEry sTep wE taKe..

wAtevA iT iS..

i aM lOokin' 4wArd 2 e dAe dAt i wilL brIng a smILe tO mA dadY's fAce..

the dAe wHr i mAke hIm rEz hIs fEets

& let mE tAke e rEspOnsibiLity frUm hIs hAnds!!

hE hAs dOne his pArt sOo lEt mE dU mA bIt

s a aPpercIAtIng dAughtEr..

he wilL oLwis b e fIrst mAn iN mA lYfe!!

***

2008-06-20T17:37:00.005+08:00

hoLa hUmiez!!

wOw!!todAe..

i hAf bIn sLipin' iN..

sOo tirEd sAk..

gEe =)

dUno y pLak..

wOke uP @ 7aM tO eAt..

dEn kOl bOo*

(welL..hE rAng mE yEz @12aM bUt mUm wAs asLip..)

(hP wIf mUmy)

luckiLy hE wAs awAke..

hE wAs jUz abOut tO sLip..

wAtch sOccer wIf hIs liL' brO n frEns..

i thOught hE sLip e whole nYte..

gEe =)

sOo wE hanG uP..

& i sLept tilL..

ehRmMm..1pM??

wOke uP cOz liL' bRo wAs vAcuUmin'..

sOOo nOisy sAk!!

aTe..talK tO siS..

@ 3pM..i wEn tO slIp aGain!!

wOke uP @ 5 pLus..

fCuk kAnn..

slip ajEr..

gEe =)

bOo* rAng @ arOund 3pM bUt unfOrtUnateLy mUmy wAsnt hUm..

sOo dIdnt gEt a chAnce tO taLk tO hIm..

kOl hiM bUt nO1 pick uP..

mUz b asLip lOrr..

gEe =)

oH ya..

luckiLy sIs reMinderEd mE bOut ANTM yEz..

oR i wOuLd hAf fOrgOtten aL bOut iT..

gEe =)

yEz wAs nIce..

iT wAs thEir mAkeoVer..

sOo bIanca wEn bAld!!

haHaXXxx!!

bUt honestLy lArr..

sHe lOoked betA nOw dAt shE iS bAld..

evEryonE lOoked gOod wif tHeir nEw dO's!!

oh yEs!!

heAther wAs e onLy 1 wHu gOt tO kIp hEr hair..

sHe onLy tRim & pOlish hEr haIr cOz tHe jUdges lOve hEr haIr!!

sArah wOn yez chaLlenge!!

sOo cOngrAts!!

e gUrls dId a phOtoshoOt oF fLowers!!

hMmm..

i pErsoNally lOve sArah's pHotoshOot fOr yEz thEme!!

dAmn gUrl!!

u lOoked gOod sAk!!

nIce pIc!!

dAt aL 4 nOw!

***

2008-06-19T20:31:00.003+08:00

hOla pEeps!!
tOdae wEn tO cHeq oUt mA precious wiF mUmy dEar & ..
bOo*..
geE =)
i nOe u aL mUz b wOnderIn’..
wAt e helL iS wrOng wIf me..
wAkakaZz!!
welL..
lYke i sAe iN mA prEviOus blOg entRy..
mAeb iM jUz parAnOid..
kIp tYnkin’ & imAginIn’ tOo mUch..
hMm..
bOo* hAs bIn sIck lAtely..
iRregUlar sLip & eAtin’ hOurs..
iT sIms tOo gEt rEal bAd & sEriOus..
hMm..
pOor bOo*..
sIck oSo wAna folLow..
bUt mE hApy lAr bY hIs pResenCe..

kHai wAnteD tO tAg aLong s welL..

bUt lAteR cHange hIs mYnd cOz hE nOes dAt mUmy wAs cUmin' aLong..
gEe =)
thAnx 4 bEin dEr bOo* even thOugh u r filLin sUper sIck..
welL..
mA prEciOus iS dUin gReat!!
mA nExt aPpoinmEnt tO chEq mA precious iS nExt wEek..
oN e 26th!!
yUp!!
thUrsdAe again!!
fAz kAn!!
wOw!!
iTz gOnna b e actUal dAe (30 jUne)!!
sEram!!
s thE dAe sIm tO pAz..

tHe dAe dAt mE n bOo hAf bIn wAetin' iS dRawin cLoser & cLoser..

bOth mE & bOo filL uN-ez & sCared @ e samE tYme..

hAhax!!

c kHai tAk sAbar2..

hAhaz!!

dUp!!dUp!!

dup!!dUp!!

mA hEartbEat bEat sOo haRd n outlOud..

gEe =)

bOo* tYnk oF stAyin' oVer..

hMm..

hOw tO sAe tO dAdy??

cOnfiRm knE bSing..

bUt he iS bEnd On staYin ovEr..

gEe =)

wAn tO tAke cAre oF mE..

bE cAutIous if anYtYnk whEr to haPpen tO mE..

cUte kAn..

n hE sAe hE wAnna sPend tymE wiF mA prEciOus b4 hEadin bAck tO cAmp..

hMm..

gOna mIz hIm lOtz!!

i mEan!!

sErusLy lOrR!!

DB siOl!!

gEe =)

afTer cheQin' oN mA prEciOus..

wE wEn tO eAt aT nOrthPoint foOdcOurt whiLe waItin fOr liL' bRo..

hE hAf bAnd prActicE..

sOo fOrce bOo* tO eAt sInce he iS nOt eAtin @ hUm..

nOt dAt hIs mUm tAk mAsak..

nO onE tO suPervise hIm lArr..

(suPerviSe sEhy..hAhAXx!!)

sOo hE skIp hIs mEals!!

eRghh!!

sAkit bRu tAo..

hMm..

sOo bOo* hAd cHinez dRied nOodles..

haLal eHk!!

gEe =)

mUm hAd cHix rIce + ice kAcang..

liL bRo dIdnt wAn aNytYnk..

kIp stEalin bIts & pIecEs of ma fRies..

hAhax!!

i hAd cHix cHop!!

n PIPIN HOT chEng tEng..

yUm yUm!!

mUm bLanjer..

dEn bOo* folLow uS hUm..

hE nVr sTay lAr..

wE nOe Y..

gEe =)

bUt hE iNsiSted tO sEe mE to E dOor aL e tYme!!

sWit kAn!!

gEe=)

dEn he tOok a cAb hUm!!

tOo tiRed..

kSian diEr..

wAeted tHe cAb wIf hIm..

yUp!!

i wEn dOwn tO seNd hIm oFf!!

mAner tAo pEngSan kE..

gEe =)

lUcky dEr wAs a cAb..

u nOe hOw hArd iZit tO get a cAb aT tIz aRea!!

lYke helL yEah!!

gEe =)

nOw..

bOo* iS asLip..

aLek tRoz tiDor..

dUn waNna dIstUrb hIm lOrR..

lEt hIm rEz..

aGypOn dIe eAt obAt kAnn..

(fOrce hIm tOo!!)

welL..

herE i m..

pRayin' dAt hE wilL gEt welL sOon!!

lOve yOu dEar!!

sOrRy fOr e mIsuNdersTandin'..

dEep aPologIes!!

welL..taLked tOo mUch orEady!!

u pEeps hAf a nIce dAe..!!

***

2008-06-18T18:23:00.003+08:00

hOla ppL!!

m fEelIn' bEta..

gEe =)

mAeb iM jUz paRanOid lArR..

dUe tO mA pResEnt sTate dAt iM iN..

hMm..

welL..

cErtaEn tYnks hAf cLeAred uP..

sOo lez stRez..

hEhEe..

welL!!

tOmOrrOw gOna chEq oN mA prEcious..

heHee..

mUm tOok thE dAe oFf..

welL..

nOw m waEtin' 4 hEr tO cUm bAck frUm wOrk..

i tYnk i gOna keNe fCuk lOrR..

sHe tOp uP yEz..

lAte nytE..

n bEfore i uSe iT tOdae..

dEr wAs stilL $99 pLus..

n tOdae..

oNly $2 plUs..

wAa..

pIang-eEhh..!!

cOnfiRm knE pLancOng..

hAhah!!

aRh!!sEramnYer akU..

dAk dUk dAk dUk..

hMm..

sOrRy lAr mUmy ='(

kAn aSk tO bUy e 1 dAt cAn activAte frEe incUmin..

hmM..

iF dAdy dApat tAo..

kUang..

KUANG..!!!!!!!

welL..

stilL..gOt tO facE iT lOrR..

uAl kAt fOn bErjAm2..

gEe!! =)

wOnt b laUghIn 4 lOng lArr afTer a LONG heArin' frUm mUmy dEar..

haHax!!

welL..

tilL dEn..

tIck tOck tIck tOck..

mUmy otW lIao!!

***

2008-06-17T21:09:00.003+08:00

iM feeLin’ sOo vExed ryTe nOw!!
sUm ppL rEalLy r sUch a pAen sAk!!
fCuk!!
I mEan rEalLy lAr..
lYke wAt e fCuk!!
If sPore lAw tAk kEtat..
I tYnk i wLd gO arOund kilLin’ mA haters..
wAkaka!!
cRazEe lORr mE!!
arRgGgHhH!!
I wAna sHout sAk!!
pImples r really bReakin’ oUt lOr..
cOol iT k.. (tAlkIn sEnse tO mAseLf)
gEe =)
i tYnk i sHud really rElax..
hMm..
sUmoNe bRing mE a bOtTle of cHivas!!
I fill sOo lYke drInkin’ nOw..
cHivas wIf green tEa..
yUm!!sOo thirsty aL oF a sUdDen!!
mIz dAncin’ @ tHe pHOdiUm!!
gEe =)
oH yA..
i filL lYke tAkin’ e reverse bUngy aGain..
yUp..
iVe bIn uP dEr fOr i dunO hOw mAny tYmes..
lOz cOunt!!
hAhax..
e ridE realLy xpAnsive lorR..
bUt aL e previous tymE i rOde it fOr fRee loRr..
cOz i wOrkin’ @ bUngy bAr wAt @ dAt tYme..
bEz kaNn..
=)
riDe wiF eithEr colLeagUes oR cUstOmers..
lYfe wAs sOo cArefrEe dEn..
hMm..
till dEn..

>>iNternet sUx tO e mAx!!<<

***

2008-06-16T19:16:00.007+08:00

hOla peEps!!

hOnEstLy..

iM nOt filLin kInda gUd!!

iM filLin dOwn..

sInce yEz tO b eXact..

hAez..

sIan btOl!!

duNo eHk..

i mIz mA oLd lYfestYle..

i mIz iT sOoOoo bAdLy sAk..

hOw i wIsh i cAn tUrn bAck tYme..

i mIz mA pReviOus seLf..

i hatE lOokin' @ mA pResEnt sElf!!

i hAte iT sOoO mUch!!

wEn i tYnk oF mA prEciOus..

i filL sOo cLuelEz s wAt tO dU..

i filL sOo afRaid oF lOokin' @ e futUre..

i dUno hOw m i gOna hAndLe sOo mUch @ hAnd..

i filL @ a lOz..

n hIm..

hE iS bEyOnd dEscrIptIon..

wAt e helL wAs i tYnkin!!

wAt hAf i dOne tO mAsElf..

wAt fAte dId i lAnded mA pReciOus oN..

iM soRry..

iM sOoOo sOry..

mAe i gAthEr e coUrage tO facE uP tO rEalitY..

tHe tRuth..

thE fUture..

lOokin' 4wArd tO tIz tHursdAe - cheQin' mA pReciOus
cOuntIn dOwn uNtiL 30tH jUne!!gEe=)
cAnt wAet tO gEt mA firSt bitE oN tOasted twIstEr -nEwest kFc inventIOn
i mIz mA gF a whole bUnch!!
mIz cLubBin!!
mIz shoPpin!!

***

2008-06-15T17:58:00.003+08:00

hEy dEr felLow pEepeRs!!

fIrst oF aL!!

i wAnna wIsh mA dAdy

hAppy fAthEr's dAe!!

hEre iS a sHoutoUt fOr mA dEarEst dAd!!

tHank yOu fOr aL e lOve,cAre & aTtentiOn

dAt yOu hAf sHoweRed oN mE aL tiz yEars..

i mAe nOt b gUd @ mA wOrds oR eXpreSsin' mA gRatitUde..

bUt sincErelY frUm e bOttOm oF mA hEart..

i cAn nEva repAy u aL mA lYfe..

bUt i wilL b grAtefUl tO yOu aLwis!!

tO mA oNe & onLy dAdy..

thAnk yOu lOtz!!

lOve yOu lOtz!!

maE u b bLez wIf gUd hEalth & fOrtUne!!

mAe u c hAppy dAes aheAd oF you!!

***

2008-06-13T14:59:00.007+08:00

hEy dEr peEpers!!

fIrstlY!!

updatEs bOut ANTM!!

cOngRats tO tHe 10 lAdies wHu maKe iT tO e nExt rOund!!

kKk..iN cOmpetItion..

wAt mAkes a cOmpetITion nIce 2 wAtch & gOin iS..

bItchIn' btWeen bItchEs!! =)

n iN tIz cYcle..

bIanca is e 'bItch'!!

dAmn i hAte dAt gUrL!!

shE wAs boTtOM 2 yEz..

gEe=)

oH yEs!!

yEz..e gUrLs hAd tHeir fIrst rUnwAe waLk!!

a smAlL sHow..

fOr pAris oR sUmtyNk..

gEe =)

cAnt riLy rEmembEr..

mOz oF e gUrls..

k-kOk..

nOe??

dEy shOw vIsibLy dAt e dRess dEy r wEarin iS aiNt eZ tO walK iN..

welL..bRu2 g2 lAr..

dEy'L gEt uSe tO iT!!

sOo kIp iT uP gUrls!!

n dAmn eBony!!

dAt hIt oN rUnwAe wAs sOooOo

fCukIn' oBviOus!!

dErr!!
saLeisHa* wAs thE wiNner for e cHallEnge oF tHe dAe!!

dAmn gUrl!!

u lOok gUd uP dEr!!

i mEan seruslY..

nOt bIased (cUz sHe one oF mA fAv.)

sHe pUt uP tHe bEz waLk uP dEr!!

lUp iT!!

gEe =)

dEn e gUrls hAd a pHotosHoot!!

rOck cLimbIn..

i cAnt remEmbEr wHu eXactLy wAs iT!!

oH yUp!!

gOt iT!!

jenAh!!

dAt wAs a nIce pOse!!

i mEan riLy!!

i aM sOoO iN lOve wiF iT!!

welL..

sHe tOoK uP rOck cLimbIn' sOo maEb dAt wAs aN adVantaGe..

OMG!!

i jUz rEalisEd sUmtyNk!!

mA entRy oN jUne 6!!

yAr!!i pUt dEr 12 fInalIst bUt i mIz oUt oN onE pHoto!!

aPologY!!

sOry dEr kImbErlY..

i diDnt rEalizEd dAt i miSSed oUt uR pIc..

onLy rEaliZed iT wEn i wAs wrItin' tOdae's entRy..

shE wAs e oNe eLiminAted yEz..

cOz i fOgOt uR pIc pReviOusly..

i shAlL pUt iT uP tOdae..

gEe =)

welL..

wE arE sure dAt ANTM hAs tOught u alOt..

& dAt u wilL stRive hArder iN acHievIn' uR dREAMS!!

p.S. dUn gIf uP b'Coz oF 1 sEtbAck iN lYfe..lEt dAt sEtbaCk bUild a strOnger u!!

***

2008-06-12T17:26:00.003+08:00

firSt oF aL!!

mA siSta..

s In bIologicAl bLOod siSta hAs gOne bOnkerS!!

pSycHo!!

sHe dEfinEs hErseLf s enTertAinmEnt fReak..

bUt riLy lArR!!

sHe aL tRue enTertAinmEnt gEek!!

wAhAha =)

* grIn fRum eAr tO eAr *

sOo engRoSsed iN hEr tV sHows & mUsic..

i tYnk shE hAs lOz iT!!

gEe =)

tAke fOr yEsterDae nYte..

sHe wAtch hEr vidEo @ cOmp untilL..

i tYnk 2aM!!

dEn shE dOwnlOad sUmore..

shE slEpt laRr..

untilL lyKe 6??

7aM??

dEn bAck tO heR coMp..

wAtch hEr viDeo..

fiNish dEn dOwnlOad..

whiLe dOwnlOadin..

shE hEar hEr sOngs whiLe waEtin'fOr hEr tV prOgrAm!!

dEn afTer aL hEr tV prOgram..

sHe waTch hEr viDeos..

dErR!!

FREAK!!

sOo lYke..

aL rOund tHe cLock..

sHe gOt sUmtYnk tO dU!!

n sHe oN e rAdiO wEn shE iS slIpin!!

sOo she iS tHe oNe iN e hSe wHu iS uSin lOts!!

pLenty!!oF elEctriCity!!

kSian dAdy!!

gEe =)

n lUpiez!!

tOdae gOt ameriCan's nExt tOp mOdeL!!

i lYke!!

i cAnt wAet lOrR!!

ANTM!!

hEr i cUm..

i oWis lArR waNted tO filL beIn oN thE rUnwaE..

bUt i shOrt..

hAHaXx!!

lYke dErR!!

dReam oN gUrL!!

gEe =)

oH yEs!!

cHeqin' oN mA prEciOus aGain!!

rEal sOon!!

oN thE 19tH!!

gEe =)

yUp!!

cUmin' tHurs!!

gEe!!

mUm wOrkin'..

sOo eithEr sHe taKe oFf oR..

eRmMMmm..

i cHange e apPointmEnt tO 2Oth..

gEe =)

m cOuntIn dOwn tO thE acTuaL mEetin' oReady!!

mA pReciOus!!

mE sOo eXcitEd laRr!!

lOve yOu lOts!!

mUaxY mUaxy!!

i cAnt wAet tO gEt bAck @ whR i lEft!!

i wAnna gEt a jOb aSap!!

sOo dAt i dUn rUn mA fReakiN mInd @ hUm n gO..

aL seniLe!!

sTrez iS rEalLy gEtTin' intO mE!!

filL lYke kilLin hIm!!

i mEan..

seRusly!!

yUp!!

bLood!!cOrpSe!!

gEe =)

sIan sAk!!

welL..

hE wilL gEt hIs dEsSerts!!

welL..

tO helL wiF hIm!!

p.s wAt gOes arOund cUms arOund..

sAe bYe tO e oLd..

cOz' hEre cUms e nEw!!

& mAeb..

a beTa versIon!!
***

2008-06-11T13:03:00.006+08:00

hEy dEr peEpers..

nOw iM hEarin..

sHorty lYke mIne..

fEaturIn'..

bOw wOw fEat cHris bRown..

tIz sOng hAs lOts oF sEntimEntAl vAlue..

i lOve iT..

sUmone dEdicatEd tO me b4..

sOo evErytYme i hEar tIz sOng..

i tyNk oF dAt pErsOn & thE sweEt memOries..

aL dAt iS lEft..

mEmOries..

pertama kali ku dengar suaramu

sayunya hatiku merindui dirimu

walaopun kita baru bersua muka

namun aku telah jatuh cinta

pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu

hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu

ku harap engkao

dapat menerimaku

kerna aku sedia menyintaimu

akan ku renang

lautan yang berapi

membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini

tetapi jikalao kao meninggalkan aku

terhiris hati ini

terguris jiwa ini

menangis tak berlagu

biarpun ombak yang

merubah pantai

kasihku takkan hancur berderai

biarpun hari

berganti hari

dirimu tetap ku nanti

sayangku pinpin la tanganku

menuju mahligai bahgia

kita bersama

nikmati kisah cinta

hidop bagaikan di syurga

oh kasih

akan ku renang

lautan yang berapi

membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini

tetapi jikalao kao meninggalkan aku

terhiris hati ini

terguris jiwa ini

menangis tak berlagu

biarpun ombak yang

merubah pantai

kasihku takkan hancur berderai

biarpun hari

berganti hari

dirimu tetap ku nanti

kasihku pinpinla tanganku

menuju mahligai bahgia

kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta

hidop bagaikan di syurga

oh kasih

***

2008-06-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

hEy dEr pEepers!!
tOdae wEn tO chEq oN mA prEciOus..
shE’s dUin gReat!!
mE haPpy loRr..
hAhaxX!!
anEr tAk kAn..
wEn wIf mUmmy..
welL..
bOo* hAs bIn actIn s a jErk again..
hAhaz!!
eXpectEd lOrR..
mAcam nAk cOcok diEr sAk..
nAsib lAr aKu nIe mAsy bAnyak tAnggOngjAwab..
hAhaXx!!
sOo bIar lAr dIer uRuskAn hDop dIer seNdiRi..

dA tAk kUasa!!

=)
bTw..taDy wEn i wAs oUt tO chEq oN mA pReciOus..
gUez wAt!!

tErsErempAk bOi!!

hE wAs wiF hIs mUm..aUntIe..cUziE!!

i nOe hIs mUm sOo dIdnt filL dAt akwArd lOrR..

stilL cAn asK whR is bOo*..

y hE nevA folLow..

bLah..bLah..bLah..
lYke yArR..
of aL pLaces lOrR..
gEe =)
hE kOl oUt tO mE laRr..
mA eyE sight iS faiLin mE..
dUno lAr y..
sOo sAd..
hE wAs wiF hIs mUm..aUntiE & cUzie..
i nOe hIs mUm lAr..
sOo wAsnt dAt aKwArd lORr..
well..hE sAe sUmTynk dAt cOnceRn bOo*..
@ dAt pOint oF tYme i filL lYke sHoutin’!!
eRgHhHh!!
gEram sAk!!
dEr dEn..
i mAde uP mA mYnd lOrR..
tO lEt gO..
lYke..
riLy lArR..
y bOthEr wIf sUmonE wHU dUn tYnk oF yOu..!!
wAstin’ tYme kAnn..
sOo lYke i riLy mAke uP mY mYnd lArr..
sOo fREns & fOes..
pLz lAr hElp mE oUt!!
sHud hAf lIstEn tO yOu sAk sYa!!
welL..evEn dAt gLimpse oF hOpe dAt i hEld b4..
nOw iS gOne..
COMPLETELY!!
COMPLETELY GONE!!
welL..
kLao aKu cAir jUgak..
tOlong lAr fRens!!
sLappEd sUm sEnse into mE!!
I mEan..
riLy!!
I wilL lYke apPreciAte it oNe pOint oF tYme!!
iTz fOr thE bEz lArR!!
sOo pLz k fRens!!
dU mE tIz fAvOur!!
oNe dAe wEn mA hAir is aL wHite..
n mY fAce iS fulL oF wRinklEs..(eEeEeee..bEz kAn kLao mUda slAlu..)
wEn i sIt dOwn & tYnk oF e pAz..
i wOuld b sMilIn & lAughIn..
n i will b thAnkin’ u ppL!!
riLy!!
hE iS nOt wOrth mA lOve!!
mA tYme!!
mA devOtiOn!!c
mA anYtynK!!
& dAmn hE iS nOt wOrth mA pReciOus!!
hAez!!
sOo..

GTH wIf hIm!!
iM lYke sOo lAzy lOrR tO redO mA bLOg layout!!
cOz nOw..
hE iS ouTta mA lYfE!!
sOo nId tO mAke e dRastiC chAnges!!
n i aInt gOna uSe mA currEnt nO lOrR..
sOo dAt hE wOnt sibOk2!!
bOrIn r lAyan jAntan cAm dIer..
dIer iNgat aku rObot!!
wEn hE fill lYke kOlin..
hE kOls..
wEn hE dUn filL lYke iT..
hE dUn..
b iT oNe dAe..
onE wEek..
oR 1 mOnth!!
lYke haLo!!
I nOt dAt stUupPpId LoRr!!
nAk g hEgAe2..
hE iS nOt e iDeal hUsband aNiwAe!!
dErR!!
bEnci aKu pAt dIer!!
welL..
iTz nOt mA loSs laRr!!
oH yA!!
bOi sAe i lOoked mUch oLder dEn b4..
mAeb dUe tO stRez loRr!!
hAhAxXx!!
welL..
iTz oKae!!
I dUn wAnna tYnk sOo mUch rYte nOw!!
I mEan..
iF i aM pOsitiVe oN letting gO..
dEn lEt go..
=)
rYte??
gEe!!
welL...iM bEnd oN forgEttiN’ hIm!!
sOo hElp mE lUpiez!!
bTw internet iS laggIn...
i mEan rEal bAd laRr!!
eRgHh!!

***

2008-06-09T18:15:00.005+08:00

lYfe iS gIven..
iDentiTy iS gIven..
pArentS..sibLings..coUsIns..aUntiEs..bLoOd relations arE aL givEn..
even uR name iS given..
bUt wAt haPpens iN uR lYfe dEpends oN ur evEry mOve..
uR dEcisIon..
uR choices..
wAt u cHose..
evEry step dAt u tAke iS cRitiCal..
ur haPpineZ lIes iN eAch sTep..
eVery wrOng cHoice oR dEcisIon dAt u mAke..
u wilL sUmdAe..

sUmhOw..faCe e cOnsEquence..

i tOok eVerytYnk liGhtly..

@ dAt pOint oF tymE..

i thOught dAt onLy mAsElf..

mE mAselF & i..

hAf thE cOntRol ovEr mA lyFe..

bUt onE dAe..

mA dEcisIon..

ma cHoice..

dAt i mAke..

chAnges evErytYnk...

a chOice dAt i wIsh i hAf nOt mAke..

a dEcisIon i wIsh i hAf tHought oF e cOnseQuences b4..

bUt tYme wAets 4 nO oNe..

sUmtynk dOne cAnt b undOne..

nOw..

i hAf tO fAce tHe cOnseqUences aL aLone..

hOw i rEgret e stEp i tOok..

e stEp dAt cHanges eVerytYnk iN a bLink oF aN eYe..

nOw..

nOone cAn hElp mE..

oNly mE cAn hElp mAseLf..

u wilL rEalise hOw fRagile uR cHoices in lYfe r..

wEn sUmtYnk bIg drOpped On uR hEad..

dAt iS wHer tHe cLimax oF uR lYfe iS..

nOw..

i pRay dAt gOd wilL hElp mE lEad e wAe..

dAt gOd wilL gIf me e strEngth fOr mE tO fAce tHe cHallEngEs in lYfe..

dAt gOd wilL gIme thE cOurage tO tAke evEry stEp iN lYfe..

mAe i bRavely fAce tHe chAllenges dAt gOd hAf instAlL fOr mE..

mAe tiz b a lEssOn lEarn fOr mE..
...

iF oNly..

sAd tYnk is..

dEr r nO rOom fOr rEgrEts..

dEr r no iF's iN lYfe..
...

owIs rEconsIder anytYnk b4 u gO ahEad wIf iT..

dUn lEt iT lEave aNy rEgrEts..

...

tO hIm..

hE nOes whU hE is...

thAnx fOr leAvin' thE bIts n pIeces fOr mE tO pIck uP..

thAnx fOr dUin' wAt yOu dId..

iT nOw hAf mAke mE a stRonger pErson..

n mOre mAture..i gUes..

...

welL..

gOd iS fAir..

heAven hAs eYes..

tOdae mA nOt b..

bUt nOone nOes wAt iS inStalL toMorrow..

fOr thE fUture wilL alwIs rEmains a

MISTERY..

...

- fOr tHe ppL wHu hAs gIven mE suPport -

thNx a wHole bUnch!!

lOve yA!!

*hUgs*

***

2008-06-08T18:03:00.008+08:00

hEy dEr pEEpErs!!

kKkk..

iTs hArd lOrR wRitIn' a bLog entRy whiLe watcHin' tV!!

a gOod tV prOgrAm @ dAt..

gee =)

iM wAtchIn' deAr,dEar sOn-iN-lAw..

yUp!!

yEz oSo gOt..

nOw dEy r tElecaStin' iT evEry sAt & sUn..

@ 4.30pM-6.30pM..

rEpeAt sHow loRr..

i jUz lOve admIrin' piErre eNg loRr..

hahAx!!

sOrylAr andrEa dE crUz..

dAts y iS hArd tO hAf a haNdsUm chAp bY uR sYde..

evEn hArder iF hE uR hUsbAnd lOrR...

haHaXx!!

gUys wilL owIs b gUys lOrR..

u gUrlS noE wAt i mEan ryTe??

haHaxXxx!!

nevA cAn kIp dEm bY uR sYde..

welL..

iM wAetIn fOr bOo*'s kOl actUalLy..

yEzterdAe hE rAng mE uP tO sAe hE wAna hElP bOi..

btW..

cOngRatS tO boI's secOnd sIsta..

tOdae dIer sAndIng!!

mAe dEr b haPpily mArRied!!

a smalL shOutoUt tO yOu!!

bOo* wEn tO heLp oUt yEstErdaE..

stilL haF nOt rAng mE uP lOrR..

cAm btOl jER..

katA nAk uPdatE..

sAmpAi umA pOn tAk kOl..

lAyankkAn dIer nYer pnAt lAr tU..

hAez...

-siAn sAngat!!-

*bOo-hOo*

tAk pErna iNgatKan orAng lAen..

erRgGhhHh!!

hMmm..

hE mUz hAf gOne bAck in e mOnin' lOrR tO stilL b asLip rYte nOw..

hMm..

dUno lAr eHk..

oh yEs!!

i fOrgot tO jOtt iT dOwn yEztErdAe lOrR..

iT wAs mIne & hIs 1 yEar & 4 mOnths aNnivErsAry..

lYke uSuaL lOrR..

hE fOrgEt aL abOut iT..

i lYke hAf tO wiSh fiRst loRr!!

i waEted tilL 10 plUs pM!!

tO tyNk hE fOrgOt yEt agAin!!

erGghh!!

y lAr kaNn..

dAt wE haF tO pUt uP wIf diFf kInda ppL!!

sOo sIck sAk!!

hE dId apOlogIse lOrR..

bUt wAt iS e pOint oF sAein' "sorRY" iF iT iS mEant tO haPpen aGain..

rYte pPl??

nO pOint lOrR sAein' sOrRy..

iTz nOt lYke..

sOry..i wOnt dU iT agAin..

dErR!!

hAez..

sOo siCk oF rUnnIn lYfe lYke tiZ..

lYke aN eRrand..

cAn't lYfe b mOre fUn anD excitIn'..

cAnt ppL b mOre cOnsidErate & nOt tYnk oF dEmseLve onlY..

mUmy jUz cAme bAck frUm wOrk..

cIk pOya bOught sUmtYnk fOr mA prEciOus!!

tHanx yOu lOts!!

n tO tHe ppL whU bUy fOr mA prEciOus..

tHnx hORr!!

gLadlY aPpreciaTed!!

c..mA prEciOus!!

sOo mAny ppL lOve yOu!!

wAt saDdens mE iS dAt..

bOo* & hIs fAm jUz dun sEe iT s a gUd tYnk lOrR..

hAez..

tIred laRr..

tirEd wIf adJustin tO pPl wAns!!

y cAn't dEy adJuz tO mIne!!

bLoOdy mOtha*******!!

tOdae gOt gArfiEld!!

sOo ppL wHu lYke cAts dAt tAlk..

dU cAtch iT!!

iTz fUn lOrR!!

wAtch iT @ e cinEma wEn iT wAs fIrst bRoadcAst..

iM stilL upsEt lORr rYte nOw..

i prAy eVery sEcOnd dAt tYnks wOuld tUrn oUt bEta..

dAt lYfe wilL tUrn bAck tO e wAe iT oNce wAs..

dAt gOd wilL oPen up His hEart & makE hIm rEalise dAt..

mUngkin aDer hiKmah dI sebaLik hDopku iNi..

kpADa mU ALLAH S.W.A

yAng mAha kUasa...

mAha taHu..

maHa pengAaMpun..

bErikAn kU kEtabaran..

unTuk mEnEruSkAn hDopkU iNi..

baWa lAr akU kE jaLan yaNg lUrus..

berikan lar ku ketenagan..

***

oKae..inTernet iS laGgin' sOo cUdnt pOz eArLier..

bTw bOo* rAng mE uP @ 7:04pm..

c..

i wAs rYte dAt he rEach hUmiez iN e mOrnin'..

bOut 6-7aM..

mAner kAn tAk pNat..

btW..

i tYnk i goTta apolOgise tO hIm oN one tYnk..

he dId tRy tO kOl mE lOrr wEn hE rEach hUmiez..

bUt cUdnt gEt thRough!!

stUPpId rEceptiOn!!

dErR!!

sOrRy fOr dAt bOo*!!

***

2008-06-07T16:39:00.004+08:00

hEy peEps!!
iM fiLlin kInda lOw tOdae..
well..rMbr mE telLin’ u gUys dAt i waEted fOr bOo* tO rAng mE uP bEfore hE slip??
e oNe i wAeted tilL 4aM!!
yUp!!dAtz rYte!!
lAz tWo nYtEs!!
yEztErdAe only @ 7.35pM hE rAng mE uP lOrR!!
nVr sAe sOry lOrR..
i actualLy hAf tO aSked hIm lOrR..
c..i wAs rYte!!
hE slept lOrR withOut koLin’ mE..
nEXt tYme dUn sAe u wAnna kOl mE iF yOu dUn iNtend tO lOrR..
dErr!!
eRrRgGhHhh!!
hE wAs stilL slIpy lOrR wEn hE kOl mE..
dEn i sAe jUz gO bAck tO sLip lOrR iF hE sOoOOo tirEd..
wEird tYnk iS hE nEva sIm tirEd lOrr iF hIs fRiendS r invOlvE!!
hAez..
dUnO laRr..
uKe hAty kaO laRr haFidz..
dEn untilL tOdaE lOrR hE nevA kOl mE..
tIdor kE maMpus..
haHaxXx..
wAt m i??
2 yEaRs oLd fOr yOu tO makE a fOol??
derR!!
angRy nYer akU!!
sAd lOrR dAt sUmtYnk dAt stArtEd oFf swIt hAs tUrnEd lYke tIz..
haEz..
i nOe nOw iS hard tO cOntaCt mE lOrR..
sUmtyNk wr0ng wIf mA hP..
rEcePtIon rIly bAd lOrR..sOoO hAf tO kOl a nO oF tYmEs b4 anyOne tO gEt thrOugh..

bUt iF hE riLy oNe tO gEt thrOugh n taLked tO mE..

wAt r e nO oF tyMes rYte??

hE wilL kiP koLin' untiL hE gT thrOugh!!

erGhHh!!

anGrY!!anGrY!!

ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

welL enUgh bOut hIm lOrR..

mAke mA bLoOd bOiL!!

welL..

eaRliEr i wAtch dEewAnapAn stArriN" arjUn rAmpAl..

hE dAmn hOt lOrR!!

hAf e cD orEady bUt nOtyNk iNterEstIn' tO wAtch..

sOo jUz wAtch lOrR..

nOw..

iM wAtchIn'..

dEar,deAr-sOn-iN-lAw oN chAnnEl 8..

pieRre eNg iS sOoo hOt lOrR..

i lYke!!

hEhEe..

YIPEE!!

cUmIn' tUesdAe gOna cheQ uPon mA pRecIOus!!

cAn't wAet lOrR!!

p.s k lAr pEeps!!

tilL i bLog agAin..

DREAMS WILL NEVA B'CUM REALITY

***

2008-06-06T13:41:00.004+08:00

haLo dEr pEeps!!

dId u ppL cAtch aMerIcAn nExt tOp mOdEl yez?

yUp!!u bEt i dId!!

i mIz e fIrst epIsod sOo lYke dEr iS nOo wAe iM goNna mIz tIz oNe lOrR..

i gOt tO chEq oUt tHe 13 finAliSt frUm thE fiRst epIsod..

sOo aFter yEz..

wE haF oUr tOp 12 finAliSt..

thE onE wiF * oN e nAmes r mA tOp fAvoUriTe!!

sOo hEre iS a cLoz uP pIc oF dEm..

gOrgEous kaNn..

gEe =)

i mIz mA gUrlfRens lOrR!!

hEhee..

riLy nId tU dU sUm catcHin' uP lOrR!!

3 mOre dAes tO mEet uP wIf mA prEciOus!!

eXcitEd lOrR..

stUpid bOo* maKe mE waEted fOr hIm lOrR laZ nYte!!

lYke fCuk lOrR..

hE sAe hE wAnna pLae gAme..

sOo BEFORE hE sLip hE wilL kOl mE firSt laRr..

sOo waEted..

& wAeted..

& waEted..

untilL lYke 4 loRr!!

4aM nOe!!

rAng hIs hOuse..

& nOone pIck Up..

gUez dAt stUpid bOo* haS slEpt oReady lOrR..

fCuk kaNn!!

pE yAng sUsah saNgat!!

jUz pIck uP e gOdDamn pHone n kOl tO saE u r gOin' tO bEd..

nOw ppL!!

iS dAt tOo haRd tO dU!!

gUys r lYke sOoo..

deRr!!

ERRGGHH!!

sOrt sAk aKu!!

sOo pIz ofF lOrR..

welL..

gOtTA gO nOw..

dUnnO laRr y dAt mOtha oF mIne nAk bEntaK2 jEr..

hAez!!

siAn sAk!!

sHe aSked mE tO swEep e flOor laRr..

llYke heLo..

cNot waEt izIt!!

bUkaN akU taK bUat..

gEram sAk!!

ppL jUz wAn tYnks tO gO e wAe dEy waN lOrR..

dAtS aL fOr nOw!!

tAke cAre ppL!!

p.s. kIp oN sMiLin' tO kIp e dAe gOin!!

***

2008-06-05T18:14:00.004+08:00

yUhuu pEeps!!

ivE bIn faCin' e cOmp frUm 1330hOurs..

yUp..!!

daT lOng & onLy nOw iM pOstIn aN entRy..

gEe =)

yUp..

aDded a fEw stUfF yEt agAin..

bTw..

i wAs bZ heLpin fRens wIf thEir bLogs..

yUp!!

nOtYnk tO dU loRr..

sOo vOlUntEer tO hElp..

bAekkAn..

i nOe!!

hAhax!!

taK taO maLu laRr mE nIe..

bTw..

iM cOuntIn' dOwn tO mA meEtin' wiF mA prEciOus!!

yUp!!

agAin!!

oN e 10tH!!

yEyeh!!

sUke mE!!

bOo* saE hE wilL b acCompanYin lOrR..

welL..

sUmhOw..

hE iS mOre eXcitEd dEn mE laRr..

yUp!!

gUys cAn b foReva cOnfusIn'..

lYke rEalLy laRr..

haHAx!!

sOo neVa expEct tOo mUch frUm dEm..

geE =)

welL..

yEz hE wAs lYke gOin..

"i riLy caN't waEt"..

"bEz lArr"..

welL..

iF onLy hE rEaliSe iT sOonEr lOrR!!

bUt wAt cAn i sAe..

lEt bYgOnes b bYgOnes..

gEe =)

welL..

neTherlez..

iT stilL hUrts..

oH yEs pPl!!

nOt fOrgEttIn'!!

tOdae iS amEricAn's nExt tOp mOdeL!!

walLa!!

i lYke!!

k..

iM oUtTa hEre..

makAnaN dA meMangGiL!!

mE hUngRy!!

takE caRe u gUys!!

***

2008-06-04T13:54:00.003+08:00

haLo dEr peEps!!

yEs fitRi!!

lYke @ laZ u pOsted suMtyNk iN yA bLog lOrR!!

haHkAz!!

sOo whU iS tIz sPeaciaL gUy..

aiNt tOld mE beFore..

geE =)

welL sumTymes..

sUntYnks r mEant tO b e waE iT is

& nO maTter hOw mUch wE tRy tO chaNge daT faCt..

wE caN neVa b abLe tO dU iT..

smUenyEr dA tRtuLis lOrR..

kIta yaNg mErAncang..

tUhan yaNg menEntUkan..

wE gEt hUrt @ tYmes..

bUt dEr iS bOund tO bE haPpy mOments ryTe..

tUhan tU adiL..

welL..

siS n liL' bRo @ hUm rYte nOw..

yaLoRr..

nO mOre baNd prActiCe 4 daT bOy!!

sOo hE iS watcHin tV rYte nOw..

n sIs..

lYke oWis..

waStin elE3ctRiciTy lOrR..

haHax!!

iF shE nOt plAein' laPtOp..

sHe wAtch tV..

if nOt..

shE liStenS tO hEr radIo..

oWis oN..

dErR!!

gEe =)

yEs i nOe u r rEadiN' tIz sOo..

arGhH..

eRhHmmm..

DERR!!

haHaxXx!!

sLept laRr acTualLy..

dEn aNgon tDor

aNgOn tDor..

sOo i dUn haF eNugh rEz lOrR..

wElL..

iM cOuntIn' dOwn tO mEetin' wiF mA pReciOus!!

geLisAh kaO!!

filLin' hapPy yEt uNeasy!!

welL..itZ gonA b a tOugh tYme lOrR!!

i sOoO cAnt tO mEet hEr lOrR..

welL..tOld u gUys b4 rYte daT itS a gUrL!!

welL..

iM nOt tElLin' e namE yEt!!

gEe =)

sOo eXcitEd lOrR..

gEe =)

dAtz aL 4 nOw!!

taKe carE u gUys!!

***

2008-06-03T13:24:00.002+08:00

yuhUu pEeps!!

yUp!!i aDded a fEw stUfF tOdae..

gEe =)

mE nOw @ hUm wiF siS!!

bOy,shE iS enjOyin' hEr hOlidaE!!

kIps eaTin' & watcHin' tV!!

pOor lIL' bRo!!

hOLidaE pOn caM taK hOlidAe..

hE haS baNd praCtice..

realLy lOng lOrR!!

lYke 9aM tO 5 pM..

oFficE hOur g2!!

kSian lOrR!!

welL!!

iM e bEz laRr!!

haHax!!

bTw..yEz chatTed wiF bOo* foR awhiLe..

he haS bIn kOLin' brOtha's hP lOrR..

dEn i filL bAd..

suMore hIs b'Dae kaNn..

sOo taLked fOr awiLe..

welL..nOtynk mUch waS dicUsSed..

bUaL kOsong g2..

iM uPset daT i caNt b dEr 4 hIm laRr 4 hIs bDae..

2 tyMes agY kaNn..

kEadaAn taK meNgizInkaNn..

welL..soRry bOo*

hE maE b sElf-cEntRed laRr..

bUt hOw caN i deNy mA fiLin's kaNn..

iM gUd tOo hIm lOrR..

welL..

iTz uP tO hiM lOrR iF hE waN tO apPreCiate iT oR nOt..

mE pOn takNak mEnghaRapkaN sAngat..

aS lOng s wE nOe oUr cOnsciEnce iS cLear!!

sOo iF oNe daE sumbOdy iS tO filL baD..

itS hIm lOrR..

p.s takIn' cAre nOw!!

***

2008-06-02T17:14:00.004+08:00

hEy dEr pEeps!!
mIzin’ bOo* lYke cRazEe bUt iM nOt gOnnA gIf iN..
i haF hAf tIz guArd fiLin’ dAt dEr iS anothEr persOn iN e pIctUre..
hMm..
i jUz dUn haF sUffIcient prOve laR...
m wOndErin’ waT iS hE dUin rTe nOw lOrR..
iT’s hIs b’Dae sOo maEb hE haS hIs oWn pLans..
haEz..
sOoo sAd lOrR..
welL..
i riLy haTe hIm fOr dUin tIz tO me..
bUt WTH!!
I stilL hEart hIm!!
well..iTz nOt eAsy tO fall outTa lOve!!
sOo siAn lOrR!!
hE iS oUt dEr enjOyin’ hImselF & iM here tyNkin’ bOut hIm..
welL..
daT surE sUcks rYte!!
well apart frUm hIm..

u guYs!!
cheQ oUt mA’ nEw layOut!!
nIce nOt??
nIce kaNn..!!
i liOke!!
gEe =)

2008-06-01T12:25:00.002+08:00

hEy dEr peEps..
firStLy iM sOoo gLad dAt mIra iS onLine agAin!!
itz bIn a lOng tYme sInce sHe bLogged!!
iM haPpy dAt uR oKae swEetie!!
welL..

todAe iS suPpose tO bE cOuntdoWn dAe!!
cOuntDown tO bOo*’s bDae!!
yUp!!
bOo* wilL bE oFficiaLly 20 yEars oLd @ miDniGht tOdae!!
bUt tOo bAd tYnks gOt prEtty bAd betwEen uS..
hAd a tiFf wIf hIm yEsterdAe!!
nOpe!!
i aiNt goNna aPologIse fOr sOmetHing dAt iS sOoOo nOt mA faUlt!!
y shUd i rYte wEn E miStakE lIes wiF hiM!!
waT dOes hE tAke mE fOr!!
e whoLe wOrlD dUn rEsoLve ar0und hIm!!
welL..

tiZ wilL b e sEcond tYme iM goNna haF tO miZ hIs bDae ceLebrAtion
yUp!!
sitUation dId’nT alLow mE tO ceLebrAte wiF hiM Laz yEar..
n iT siMs dAt i haF tO faCe dAt fAct agAin tIz yEar!!
welL..
hE haS hIs frEns fRr cOmpAniOn!!
sUmtynk dAt iS fAr mOre iMporTant tO hiM nOw!!
welL..
wAteva!!
hIs lYfe sOo hE dEcide wAt tO dU wiF iT..
& wHu iS suPpoz tO b iN dEm n whU iS nOt..
welL wE sEe dAt cLearly..
dErr..
stilL..
iM nOt sOoOo eviL aS nOt tO wiSh hiM hApPy bdae..
sOo hEre iS a bDae shOutouT fOr hiM:

2008-05-31T19:26:00.009+08:00

hEy dEr pEeps!!

yUp!!

mA secOnd bLog entRy oF e daE!!

i'M nOw bEin entertAined bY tHe mOvie "sPeEd"..

onE oF mA favOurite oLd mOvies!!

tHe hEro n hErOine r sUch eYe-caNdy!!

gEe =)

tHe rEleaSe daTe oF thE mOviE wAs oN 1994..

pAyne sEts a nEw chalLengE fOr tRaven :

(paYne : e viLlian oF tHe sHow)

(tRavEn : e heRo oF tHe sHow)

a bOmb wAs pLanted oN tHe cIty bUs

whIch wilL aRm iTseLf wEn thE bUs rEachEs 5O mPh!

iT wilL expLode iF thE bUs drOps beLow tHe sPeEd(50mPh)

iF anY paSsengErs tRy tO eScaPe.

dUrin' tRavEn's mIsSion,

hE mEt aNnie..

(aNnie iS e hErOIne oF thE sHow)

kEanu reEves aS oFficEr jACk tRaven
sAndRa bulLock aS aNnIe pOrtEr
dEnNis hOpPer aS hOwarD paYnE

dU caTch iT!!

p.S bOo* pIz me oFf!!rEaL baD!!

2008-05-31T15:42:00.005+08:00

hEy dEr lUpieZ!!
i’M heLpin mA liL’ bRo cOnfiguRe hIs bLog..
hEhEe..
sIs iS oUt..
yUp!!
daT hOmeLovER wEn tO cHangI bEach..
hEr fRens r oRganIsin a gaTheriN..
sWit kaNn..
jEalOus nYeR..
haHaxX!!

bOo* haS bIn bZ wIf hIs oWn lYfe..
hE iS sOo prEoCcupIed wiF hIs owN lYfe daT hE nEglect mE & mA precious..
wElL..daT iS gUys for yOu..
well..i’M uSed tO hIs egO,sElf-cEntRed sElf..

hOpin' daT oNe daE he wilL rEaliSe e sacRifiCes i maDe...

n wilL chErish mE..

hahaKz!!

welL stIL..i lOve hIm..

nOmatTer hOw mUch hE angEred me..

nOmatTer e paIns daT hE inFlictEd oN mE..

i stIlL heaRt hIm..

sOo dEar..

hERe's a a shOutoUt tO yOu!!

2008-05-31T01:35:00.004+08:00

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***

2008-05-30T19:42:00.005+08:00

haLoo dEr pEeps!!

wOw..!!

i haf'nt bLog fOr twO wHole daEs!!

tWo rYte??

oR izIt jUz yEstErdaE??

haHaHAxX..

wElL..itZ nOt enTireLy a bIg dEal..

bUt bLogGin haS kInda bEen a hAbit fOr mE..

gEe =)

itz lYke a dIary..

yEz..i wEn oUt..

wIf mA cUzie!!

wEn tO tOwn!!

iTz bIn agEs sInce i wEn dEr..

bOo* lUrp gOin dEr..

i dUno e rEasOn y lOrr..

nOtyNk nEw onLi..

sOo wasTed!!

dErR!!

i tOtalLy fOrgOt bOut amEricaN nExt tOp mOdeL!!

eRgHh!!

i waeTed sOo loNg fOr iT lOrR!!

bUt cLean forgoTten bOut iT!!

dErR!!

dA tUa kOtT!!

bIn sOo 4GetFuL!!

haEz.. ='(

mIz mA chinEz dRama!!

9pM @ chaNneL 8..

dUno e titLe..

gEe =)

iF reAllY i caN tUrn baCk tYme..

iT wLd b e daE oN 7tH fEb!!

yUp..!!

e daE i gOt to nOe bOo*

i stilL fInd sUmtYnk amIz..

i dUno..

i fIlL daT wE r dRiftIn apArt..

n daT hE iS hIdin sUmtyNk frUm mE..

i tYnk wE haF lOz iT lORr..

oUr rElatIonshIp haS bcUm bLand..

iT iS eiTher..

oUr rElatIonshIp iS nOt pRogrEssIn'
hIs fEeliN's haF faDed
maEb wE r jUz nOt mEant tO bE

i aM tRyin sOo haRd tO saLvage oUr relatIonshIp fOr i tReaSure hIm aLot!!

i mEan..

A LOT!!LOTS!!!

i sUmhOw pRay daT hE wIlL rEalise daT i lUrp hIm mOre dEn hE tyNk i dU..

i rEallY wIsh hE wiLl b waT hE useD tO bE..

i rIlY mIz e oLd bOo*

yEs!!bfOre i fOrgEt..

hEre's a shOutout fOr mA fRen'S sOn!!

haPpy biLated b'Dae bAby bUlat!!

sOo BIG orEady!!

mAe u b bLez wIf gUd heaLth & haPpinEz

b gUd tO mUmy nOe!!

***

2008-05-28T16:52:00.009+08:00

hEy dEr peEps!!

wElL..i dIdn't sLip lOrR..

afTer pUttIn a bLog entRy tiZ mOrnin'..

sAt arOund tilL 9 pLus..

dEn baThe & aCcompaNy mUm tO chOng paNg..

sHe nId tO rUn aN eRrand..

dEn waLk tO nOrthpOint tO meEt lIL' bRo @ maC dOnalds..

bUt eNded uP haFin b'Faz @ kFc..

kEkKEKeee

tRied thEir nEw pRomotiOn..

e fisH zIngEr..

wElL..

iT'z nIce..

lYke e bRead!!

haHax!!

iT tasTe mOre oR lez lYke e oRigInaL ziNger anIwae..

haHAx!!

caN't dIfFerEntiaTe tHe fIsh n chix taSte..

haHax!!

maEb mA taSte bUds aiN't wOrkin @ daT pOint oF tYme..

gEe =)

bTw..wHr wAs i..

yaRr..

lIl' bRo wAs eaRlier iN skUl fOr rEmedIal..

yUp..

tHe jUne hOlidaEs!

r hEre..

sOo stUdents oUt dEr..

haPpy jUne holidaEs!

tOo baD hE stIL hAf tO b iN skUl..

haHax!!

fOr sIs..

tiz iS hEr laZ wEek..

sHe iS sOoOo lOokin 4waRd tO iT!!

bTw..i tYnk sIs iS haFin hEr skUl sIcknEz agAiN!!

haHax!!

sHe iS lazYin oUTta skUl..

hMm..

onLi mE nOes lAr..

haHaXxx..

bTw bOo* raNg(@ 4.15pM)

dIdn't waNna pIck uP e fOn iNitiaLly

bUt stIlL endEd uP picKin hIs kOl..

dErR..

weLl..

hE saE hE reaCh hUmiez @ 11-12 pLus yEz nYte..

tOo tiRed tO kOl mE..

k..

lYke waT e hElL!!

kaO bLehy dGar cKap mEmbers kaO

bLehy pkrkaN drG..

laYankan dRg..

taPy akU yaNg tUngGu2kaN kaO paT umA..

kaO haCk caRe..

WTH!!

kSian cKiT pOn taKdEr..

wHr e helL is uR..

hUmaniTy!!

eEeE..geRam saKk..

i rIly dUno waT tO saE tO hIm lOrR..

i jUz gO..

yA waTeva..

aL u fCukin tYnk iS abOut..

yOur pRobLems..

yOur stRez..

yOur fReedOm..

aL..

evEryTynk iS abOut u..

uRsElf

& uR fRens!!

oH yEs!!

n uR bIke!!

eRgghHh!!

sOrt gIle sAkK aKu..

wElL bOo..

sOry tO saE..

i dUn tRuz yOu..

wAteVa u saE r jUz bUnch oF lIes..

2008-05-28T07:11:00.004+08:00

hEy dEr pEeps..yEs!!
lOoK @ e bLoOdy tymE!!
iT’z lYke 7aM!!
I wAeted thE whole nYte!!
yEs!!
E WHOLE NYTE
4 hIs bLOody kOl!!
bUt hE haS nO cOurtesy tO kOl mE @ aL!
iF yOu r Not gOin bAck
gO tO a public pHone & fCukin kOl!!
dUn mAke mE waEt tHe entIre nYte fOr yoU!!
wAt m I!!!
bItch!!i’M sOoO piZ oFf ryTe nOw..
i rILy fill lYke kIckin hIs n kAi’s aSs!!
A bUnch oF fCukers!!
ErGghH!!
I rIly2..
HaEz.. ='(
riLy2 dUno waT tO dU wif hIm anymore..
tOleratEd hIm lYke fCuk tIz fEw mOnths!!
well haFidz..hEre iS a sHoUtouT fOr yOu!

IT'S NOT UP TO ME ANYMORE,

IF YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE..

YOU'LL FIND A WAY

TO PUT ME IN THERE

HERE'S A HINT PEEPS :

2008-05-27T22:59:00.007+08:00

IF YOU REALLY LOVE SOMETHING

SET IT FREE

IF IT COMES BACK

IT'S YOURS

IF IT DOESN'T

IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE

hArlOw dEr..rEach hUmiez @ abOut 8 pLus..

welL..wEn tO cHeq oN mA' prEcIous..

wIf mUmy & bOo*..

yUp!!hE tAgGed aLong!!

* =) gRiNnin fRum eAr tO eaR *

haHax!!

hE caMe bY hIs bIke..

n wE 3 lUpiez tOok e bUs fRum sMbwg inteRchAnge..

hE iS tiRed lOrR..wAs sLipin iN thE bUs..

thRough & fRo..

kSian..

tHnz 4 cUmin alOng..

dA amErkan taK nAmpak..

rIndu baGat siKk!!

kEkeKeee..

wElL..hE haS bCum wHiter..

cHarmer iN a wAe!!

oH yEs!!

TALLER!!

i haD tO lOoked uP tO hIm..

pNat sEhy!!

haHax!!

mUz usE hEels orEady..

hEheheE!!

wElL..hE dIdn't sIt arOund..

hE caMe tO takE hIs heLmet n leFt..

hE fIlLS aKward arOund daDy..

e wHole daE kIp cOmplaiN daT hE wAs tiRed

& dAt uPon rEachIn hUmIez hE waNna sLip..

bUt dEn afTer bOut 40 mIn..

hE raNg saEin hE iS @ e cOfFeeshOp wIf kHai..

eRrgGgHhh!!

hE sAe onLi 4 30-45mIns..

hElL yA!!

aMpi nOw..

lOm amPi uMa..

ErRrgGhHHhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

anGry sEhy!!

bTw..mA' prEciOus iS dUin gReat!!

p.S. u lUpiez haF a nIce daE..

2008-05-26T21:39:00.003+08:00

hEy dEr mA fElLow mates!!
i’M fiLin oVer thE rainbow!!gEe=)
tomOrRow goNa sEe mA prEcious!!
bOo* iS tagGin aLong tOo..
weL..maEb..
hE iS nOt wElL..
kSian dIer..hE haF bIn sLipin thE whOle daE..
hOpe u gEt wElL soon k..
dA amEr pOn u tAk nGok mA pReciOus..
i tYnk u rEali sHud..
hMm..

u pEeps!!
U rEaliSe i rEdid mA bLog??
nIce rYte..haHx!!
oF coZ lAr..sEe tHe lEg!!haHa!!
yA..taLkin bOut lEg..
i hAf gOne sOoOooOoOoooO FAT!!
uRgh!!
*bOo-hOo*

i rIly nId tO lOse wEight..

i mEan rIly!!

i nId hElp..

p.s. kIp oN sMilin tO kIp tHe dAe gOin..=)

2008-05-25T21:23:00.004+08:00

hEy dEr pEeps..

jUz nOw wAs entErtained mY ladDer 49 @ cHannEl 5!!

iT’s mA sEcOnd tYme waTchin iT!!

caTch iT bOth tYmes @ tV!!

i lOve tHe gOin Of thE sTory!!

u pEeps sHud riLy watch iT!!

Starring: Joaquin Phoenix, John Travolta, Morris Chestnut, Jacinda Barrett, Balthazar Getty

the mOvie wAs rEleaSe iN 2004..

iTz abOut tHis gUy..jOaqUin pHoeNix..

joaQuin phOenix iS gReat iN tIs sAga oF baLtimOre fiRefiGhter jAck mOrrison,

whOse liFe stArts fLashing bEfore hIs eYes wEn hE becOmes traPped iN a bLaziNg hIgh riSe. fLashbacks cHronicLe hIs mEmories oF bEing a rOokie aT hIs baLtimOre firE cOmpaNy.

hE remeMbers fiGhting hIs firSt fire...

bOndiNg wiTh felLow fIrefiGhtErs,

faLling iN lOve wiF a bEautifuL lOcal gIrl (jaCinda barrEtt),

geTting maRried,

& hAvin chiLdren..

wElL..sOo saD daT hE haD tO dIe..

hMm..hE is gOod lOokin..=)

jUz nOw i hAf iCe cReam!!

dApp..

sTrawberry & durIan fLavOur!!

hMm..

cRavin 4 bEn & jErRy icE cReam lARr..

mA fAvoUritE :

Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream
Chocolate Fudge Brownie™ Ice Cream
Chunky Monkey® Ice Cream

2008-05-25T14:29:00.008+08:00

hArlO dEr peEps!!

yEsterdaE daDy wEn jOhor n hE bOught cDs!!

kIlL bOredom!!=)

hE bOught..

wHat haPpens iN vEgas..

sPeed racEr..

&...

madE oF hOnour..

yEz i slePt @ 2aM..

cUdnt gEt tO slIP..

dEn i wOke uP @ 5.15aM tO eaT!!

haHax!!

mUmy haS orEdy cOoked bfaZ b4 shE lefT fOr wOrk!!

luRp u mUmy!!

sOoO rajIn..

dEn asKed siS tO aCcompanY me waTch cD..

gEe=)

fiRstly..

i wAtched wHat haPpens iN veGas

sTarRin' aShtOn kUtcher & camErOn dIaz..

mA twO lOve cElebrIties..

fOr dEr r..

HOT ON SCREEN!!=)

thE mOvie iS reaL fUnny..

n u peEps nOe hOw i lYke tO watCh thEse kiNda mOvie..

sOo i reaLly enjOy iT!!

dEr lOoked sOo cUte tOgetHer..

deMi mOore..aInt u jeaLous??

haHax!!

dEn afTer watChin whAt haPpens iN veGas..

wE cOntinUed tO waTch sPeed raCer..

oKae..i wAs told thaT thE anImatiOn iS gOod..

maEb cOz iTz pirAted cD daT tHe anIme dUn aPpeal..

sOo u pEeps iF stIlL haF nOt waTch iT..

dU catcH iT iN cinemA..

i tYnk i wLd b bEta lOrr..

sInce iT is anImated..

tHe sTory lIne iS hMm..oKae..
gOod cOmbinaTion oF diFferent asPects..

dEn i waS sOoo slIpy..

sOo afTer waTchin spEed raCer..

i wEnt tO slIp..

sIs cOntinUed tO watCh maDe oF hOnour..

bUt tHe cD sPoil..

haHax!!

lUcky mE..

waItin 4 daDy tO chAnged iT=)

2008-05-24T22:25:00.007+08:00

i aM fiLin dOwn..

hMm..sUm pPl juz pIz mE oFf..

rEal bAd sUmore!!

eRgHhh!!!!!!!!!!

nO pOint rEgreTtin lOrr cOz iT wOn't cHange nOtynk..

iT maKes u fIlL wOrser @ tYmes..

bUt sUmtynks stAy wiF u aL uR lyFe..

n iT stayS s a faCt daT iS irReversabLe..

n dEr iS whEr tHe chaLlenge lIes..

iF yOu caN taKe iT..

nOt fOr a dAe..

nOt fOr wEek..

nOt fOr a mOnth..

bUt fOr thE rEz oF uR lyfE..

evEry hEartbEat..

i wIsh i caN tUrn baCk tYme..

i rIly dU..

mOrnin tortUre...

2008-05-24T12:21:00.001+08:00

wAt iS mOrnin tOrture??

u dIdnt haF a great nYte..nOt enUgh sLip..

n sUm fReak iN uR hOuse sIng aT thE tOp oF heR vOice!!

hElo!!!!!!!!!!

pLz sparE ma eArS gUrl!!

u sOund lYke shIt!!haHx!!

dU u even undErstand uRself??dErr!!!

liSten tO ursElf!!iT aiNt heavEnly fOr gOd’s sake!!

yEs peeps..u lUpies reaLise??

i cHange mA layoUt..kEkE=)
nIce nOt??wElL..iM nOt gOna takE nO fOr aN answer..gEe=)

hMm..lYfe sO faR iS sO-sO onI lOrR..

i jUz fInd sUmtynk amIz..(yEs!!u nOe whU u R)

iF i gEt tO nOe u sTabbEd mE aT thE back,u r sOoo dEad!!tRy mE!!(sEruslY!!)

sOo dUn bItch wIf mE aiTe..

kKk..

daDy jUz raNg asKin waT wE(mE,mUmy,siS n bRo)wAnt fOr bfAz!!

nAsi ayAm oR nasI bryaNi..

hE @ gEylang..

mE wAn naSi bRyanI..

yUm yUmmy!!cOz bIg sErvin!!

haHax!!

2008-05-20T09:46:00.006+08:00

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

***

2008-05-19T15:35:00.006+08:00

haLo fRens & fOes!!

tO pPl arOund thE wOrld whU celEbratEs vEsak daE..

hEre's a shOutoUt fOr yOu!!

haPpy vEsak daY!!

n 4 e rEz , haPpy hOlidaE!!

haF nIce daE!!

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada di tempat ku
membayangkan pahit manis berlaku
tiada siapa yang tahu
mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
tak kan tugumu kebal
tiada pertimbangan

keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiadaku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia
semakin aku hitung dalam cinta
tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta

keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiada ku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia
oooooo

dan kisah ku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia
pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku...

* ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun

meskipun tiada satu orang pun yg tahu

ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku

yg kucari slama ini dalam hidupku

dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku

yg panjang dalam hidupku

repeat *

ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun

meskipun tiada satu orang pun yg tahu

ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

kekasih gelapku

2008-05-17T13:34:00.014+08:00

hEy..waNted tO blOg eaRlier bUt wOke uP laTe..sLept at 4.40aM..aCcompaniEd mUmy dEary iN thE kItchEn!!sHe wAs cOoKin fOr hEr cOlleaGues..k..fIrst oF aL..

i waNna wiSh a lOng tYme fRen of miNe, Yani , a haPpy bIlated bdaE!!

(bdaE faLls oN 16tH maY)

i waNted tO blOg it bUt i forGot!!sOry laR swIts!!kEke!!

waAa..daR 18 cEhy!!aT laz kaN..dE licEnse fRum gOvernMent tO sMoke & dRink..hahX!!sOo tIz iS a smAlL dEDicatIon tO yOu..

mAe u bLez wIf gUd heaLth n haPpineZ!!

jUry's vOte

i aM sOo craZily uPset daT aManda lOz tO paRvati..ya..lYke waT e hElL!!aManda waLk hEr aSs tHrgh tIz bUt lOz tO sumOne wHo jUz laZz arOund??iM soOo nOt jUstified!!dErr!!

hMph!!bTw,oOzy dEclared hIs lOve tO amanDa aT thE tribaL cOunciL n nOw deY r ofFiciaLly daTin..taKe daT alExis!!haTe yOu tO thE coRe!!weLl..datz aL fOr nOw!!

u lUpiez haF a nIce daE!!taKin cre!!

OH YA!!!!

n i waNna pUt a smaLl shoutoUt tO ma cUzie oUt dEr!!

cOngrats oN wiNnin thE miz phOtogeNic awaRd!!(dewA dewI cOntez)

u loOk sOo gOrgeOus laRr..

jEalous tAo..ahHax!!

*bIg smIle*

mIzin bOO*

a wHole bUnch..

2008-05-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

heY frEns & fOes!!i'M nOw waTchin e seasOn finaLe oF surviVor micrOnesIa!!3 hOurs lOng!!waTchin wIf deaR siSta!!shE waS sLipiN haRd..waKe her uP cOz sHe iS dYin tO waTch iT!!wE r dEfenItely rOotin fOr aManda!!bEauty qUeen!!hOw caN sHe kIp hEr bEauty evEn iN thE miDdle oF thE jUngle!!wOw!!sOo cLaps fOr u gUrl!!k..wiLl uPdate bOut thE oUtcUm!!nOw is iMmunitY!!

sOo tIz is lOve >>

2008-05-15T23:08:00.004+08:00

nOmaTter hOw mUch i tRy tO eraSe u frUm my mInd..

e mOre i tYnk abOut yOu..

tHe moRe i tRy tO haTe yOu..

i eNd uP lOvin u mOre dEn b4..

waJah mu sEring dImaen dI ingaTan kU..

tIdak seSaat kU meLupakan mU..

sEtiap maLam,kU meNangis terkEnangkaN mu..

iNgin kU melEpaskan raSe rindU..

jauH manE u bErada..

tEtap dI haTi ku..

taKkan uBa..

dEar..nO maTter waT haPpEn..nObody caN evA taKe uR pLace iN ma hEart..

eVen iF wE duN enD uP toGether..i wiLl stIlL lovE yOu..

meMories oF u aNd uS wiLl olwiS b reMembeRed..

i chErish tHe tymes..!!

tO thE maN i wIlL stAy deVoted fOr thE reZ oF ma lYfe..

tO thE maN i wiLl oLwis tReasure..(b hE is wiF mE oR nOt)

tO thE maN whUm i wiLl olwIs love n oNli lOve..

tO yOu..

oNli tO yOu..

bOo*...

2008-05-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

wOw!!i’M feeLin very vExed ryTe nOw..i rILy wanA nOe waT haS happen tO bOo..i filL sOo reZlez n mY miNd iS sOo oCcupIed wIf hIm!!i waS taLkin wiF bOo oN sUndae..(daT waZ e laZ daT wE taLked-arOund 8.30pM)..mUm cOnfiScated mA hP..shE waS piZed oFf coZ i waS taLkin tO boO..she juZ fIL daT bOo iS iRresPonsibLe anD dT hE iS tYin mE down..sOo uNtiL nOw i haF nOt taLk tO hIm..jUz nOw mUm tLd mE dT bOo mSg mE yEz uSin hIs yOungEr bRo hP saYin daT hE waS soRy iF hE haD hUrt mE aNd daT hE mEt wiF aN aCcidEnt..n dEn hE mSg agAin..aSkin y i oFf mA hP & nVr kOl hIm even aftR hE tExt mE daT hE haD aN aCcidEnt..dEar,i riLy wLd waN tO be dEr wiF yoU rYte noW..i aM soO cUrious tO nOe waT aCtUaLly haPpen..waS iT bcOz u waSn't fOcus oN e rOad..

OMG!!tIz iS drIvin mE nUts!!dEar..i hOpe u r fIne..i riLy mIz u sOo mUch sehY dEar n i hOpe u miZ mE tOo..evEn though iM nOt dEr bY uRsydE,i waN u tO nOe daT..i’M 24/7 tYnkin oF yoU..pRayin 4 uR safety..dEar..evEn thOugh wE caN nevA b tOgethEr..i wAn yOu tO noE..i wilL oLwis lOve yOu anD daT nOone can rEpLace yOu iN ma hEart..tO yOu,i will oLwis b devoted..i will pray fOr uR haPpinEz..uR saFety..i wiSh yOu caN sEe hOw worried i aM ryte nOw...i wIsh u nOe how mUch i lOve yOu..i caN nVr 4gEt u..nOt nOw..nOt dEn..u lEft a bIg mark iN ma lYfe..a mArk daT is pErmanent..a maRk daT wilL staY wiF mE aL ma lYfe..

whreVa u r dEar..pLz tAkE care..taKe gUd caRe oF uRseLf..iF wE r dEstinEd tO meEt..dEn we’L meet..tO yOu i wilL olwis lOve!!mIlliOn hUgs & kisses!!

dEdicaTed tO bdAe bOy n gUrl!!

2008-05-13T21:22:00.006+08:00

tOdae is 13tH maY!!

ma bLog tOdae iS dEdicatEd tO thE bdaE gUrl & bDae bOy!!

mA cUzie mIra & fRen hambaLi!!

tO both mA cUziE n fRen oUt dEr,hapy bDae!

maE aL u dReams n wiSheS cUm trUe!!

maE u b blEz wiF gUd hEaLth n haPpinEz!!

dEr iS nOtynk bEyoNd uR gRib!!

wEn dEr iS a wiLl,dEr is a wAe.
jUz fiGure a stRateGy tO geT waT u waN!!

sOo striVe haRd & beLieve iN ursElf!!

uPdates..

2008-05-12T12:00:00.009+08:00

hEy peePs..i haD sOo mUch tOo bLog yEz..bUt dEr waS nO tyMe..!!i haD tO sImplifY iT coZ iF i dUn..mOthEr's daE wLd b oVr..sO yEz wAs a dEdicaTed bLog fOr aL mOtheRs!!kEkeZ!!

dU u lOveS wATch sUrvIvor??oKae..sOo iS eRic naIve oR plAIn sTupid??iN whIch rIght oF miNd pPl wLd gIf uP hIs oR hEr iNvidUal iMmUnitY!!??n gIf iT tO sUmonE wHum u aCtuaLi baStarD riGht b4 daT..lYke heLo??dId'nt u gO tO pRe-sKuL oR sUntYnk??iNitiaLly eRic aNd naTalIe pLan daT iF eiTher oF dEm wIn "thE rEwaRd",dEy wIL cHose tO shaRe thE rEwaRd wIf eaCh oTha n seNt paRvati tO exIle iSland..(cOz wE aL nOe dAt shE wN't b aBle tO fiNd thE hIdDen iMmunIty iDol)..bUt b4 thE cHallEnge..aManda sUmhOw cOnvInce eRic daT iF anYonE waS gOin hUm,iT haD tO b naTaliE..eriC diD wIn thE reWard-a heLicOpteR rIde tO a staY @ a rEsoRt!!n eRic bRought aManda..n seNt pArVati tO exIle..daMn naTaliE faCe aL cHarCoal bLack..haHax!!n cIrie aDded saLt tO naTalIe's wOunds..hIt heR daMn rYte gUrl!!dEn eRic gOt iNdivIdUal iMmuniTy iDol..hEre,nAtalIe nOe daT sHe waS'nt saFe..shE waS dEfiniTely sUlkin hEr waE..bUt dEn..hEre waS thE cLimaX oF thE ePisod..iT waS a taLk oN tHin aIr bTwIn thE gUrls..tO oUtaLk eRic iN gIvIn uP thE iMmunIty nEcklaCe tO naTalie..nObody eXpecT iT tO actualI haPpen..naTaLie waS sUre daT iT wlD nvR haPpen bUt sHe haD tO trY sUmtyNk..betA dEn sHe haD tO sEe heRseLf hUm..dEn naIve eRic aCtuaLi caMe uP wIf seNdin paRvati hUm iNstEad oF aManda(thE acTual plaN oF thE gUrls)..sOoo the gurls pLae bY theiR bOok,nOt leTtin eRic sUspeCt aniTynk..sOo aT the tRibal cOunciL votin,dEr liEs naTalie's faTe..oUt oF disMay n sHock frUm thE juRieS n tHe guRls dEmseLve..eRic gaF hIs iMmunity nEckLace tO naTaliE..bOy!!waT a tUrn oF stOry!!

sOo eRic lOse a chanCe oF wInnIn thE mIlLion dOlaRs dUe tO hiS owN stuPidity n naIvenEz!!n hE acTuali wOn sUmtyNk in reTurn..sUmtynk dAt wLd laZ lOngeR dEn tHe mIlLion dOla iF hE haD wOn..e tItle oF the "mOz dUmesT suRvivOr oF aL"..(i rIly pitY hIm coZ hE iS a niCe gUy)

sOo pPl..tIz r uR tOp 4 sUrvivorS oF mIcrOneSia :

(fRum left : paRvati , aManda , naTalie & cIriE)

tOdaE siSta gOt seNile..i wOke uP @ 8.20aM n rEalise shE iS stIl @ hUm..i thGht shE wOke uP laTe..bUt nO..sHe wOke uP s uSual,gOt rEady bUt waS unsUre oF whEather tO gO skUl or noT..haHx!!(sOo i waS'nt thE acTual cOz oF hEr abseNce)bUt afTer chAttin wiF hEr clAzmaTe 4 bOut 5mIns..sHe leFt hUm aT 9.15aM anD leFt fOr skUl..bUt aT 11 plUs,daT sIck-O camE baCk..haHx!!sHe waS damN laZy tO attEnd kLas..hahX!!soO lyKe i waS tyNkin..y eVen bOther tO gO tO skUl rYte??haHx!!yEs gUrL..u laZy bUm!!u r sIck iN thE bRain!!Kekeke!!!

sOo hEre iS a tIp iF u waNna gRad : b aBsenT 4 aS lOng s u cAn!!mY siS iS sOo daMn gOoD in tIz!!

(i mIz boo*)

2008-05-11T23:39:00.004+08:00

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OMG!!i haF bIn sOo pReocCupieD wIf tYme!!gEee..fIrst oF aL..i waNna wiSh aL tHe mOtheR oUt dEr wHolewiDe,a haPpy mOthEr's dae!!

specIaLlY dEdicaTed tO mY mUm:

tHnx fOr bRiNgin mE uP,prOvidiN mE lOve & carE & bEin dEr wEnevA dEr iS a nId tO..i lOve yOu sOo mUch mUmy dEaRy!!

(i oRedy wIsh hEr aT 12.20aM!!-inCase u fOes tYnk i stIlL haF nOt wiSh hEr uNtiLl nOw..haHx!!)

(bTw..bOo haF bIn cOntaCtin mE evRydaE & hE is gtIn sweEter bY thE daE..i mIz hIs pResenCe saK!!i mIz hIs hUgs.sMile.laUghter.waRmth!!aL oF hIm..bIts tO pieCes!!)

2008-05-09T15:28:00.008+08:00

yOharRr!!eHk hOw diD u guYs nOe??haHax!!yUp!!i aTe lOng jOhn sIlveR jUz nOw..yUm yuMmy..i bathE arOund 10.20aM..wEn oUt wIf mUmy dEary & siSta..yUp..sHe abSent heRseLf yEt agaIn W/- VALID REASON!!haHaxx!!aCtuaLi i nOE y..sHe osO kPo waNna eaT lOng jOhn..waNt tO sEe whU caN eaT moRe!!hahaX..aL 3 oF uS laDiEs haD thE cOmbo 1 wIf adDitIonaL cHix @ $5.10..aLl oF us haD aN xtRa siDe diSh..mUm haD pOtatO chEz..sIs haD aDditoNal fRies aNd i haD thE chOcolaTe cReam pIe..waKaka!!sOo wHu dU u tYnk wOn thE eaTin cOntesT??haHax!!(gRinNin fRum eaR tO eaR)..i'M sOo fuLl..i mIz thEir chEese,fRies n cHix..bUt sErusLy ppL,tHe lOng siLver @ yishUn sUx rEal baD!!e foOd waS'nt hOt!!i dUn xpEct iT tO bE pIpin hOt laRr..bUt waRm iS nOt aSkin tOo mUch ryTe??haEz..eVen tHe pOrtIon oF frIes waS lyKe haLo!!compaRed tO oTher lOng jOhn..waT is e maNagEmenT dUin!!u iNcreaSe thE prIce oF fOod bUt u decrEase thE poRtions oF thE dish!!wE shOuld gO on sTrikE saKk!!(jOkin!!i dUn waNna b imPrisOn 4 undUin thE gOverNment!!haHx)

gUez waT??bOo raNg mE uP wE hE reaCh hUmiez yEz afTer aCcompaNyin kHai tO thE hOsp tO dU stItchEs!!dAt gUndu saMi hUrt hIs owN leG wEn trYin tO cOnfronT hIs brO..haHx..taLk tO bOo apProximaTely 2hOurs!!lOng kaN ..(frUm 1 Plus tO 3 iN thE mOrNin)wElL,hE waS swEet..n dEn hE raNg mE uP agaIn @ 5 plus iN thE mOrnin..jUz a fEw hOurs aftEr wE haNg uP..hE haD a baD drEam..cUte kaN..lYke laZ tyMe..eVerytYme gOt baD dReAm hE waNs mE tO caLm hIm dOwn..i riLy mIz thE tYmes wEn wE weRe tOgethEr..tHe meMoriEs brIng baCk aLot oF questIons & thOughts..hMm..i mIz hIs sMile aNd eYes..tHe fiRst tHiNg daT attraCts mE tO hIm..n i lUv hIs cUrly haIr..cOz i lOve pUlLin iT!!kaKaz!!i miZ hIs sOo!!eVery paRt oF hIm esPeciaLly hIs laUghs n pResenCe!!altHough hE cLaims daT hE iS sTiLl thE samE peRsoN whUm i fiRst mEt..i rIly dUn tyNk sOo..hOw i wIsh eVerytHink wiLl b baCk tO nOrmaL..n daT hE wiLl lOve mE lYke hOw hE uSe tO loVe,paMper n caRe 4 mE..

lOng sTorY..blA..bLa..BLAH!!

2008-05-08T19:14:00.006+08:00

hArlOw ppL!!gUez waT??bOo* kOl in e mOrnin..rEaL eaRly lOrR..hMm..rOugHly @ 5.20aM..hE aPologizeD fOr beIn a dIck fOr thE paZ i dUno hOw manY daEs..i lOz cOunt..hMph!!hE saE hE waS sOry iF hIs acTions haF hUrt mE..n hE tOld mE tHe reaSon fOr hIs "mOod sWings"..i riLy dUno waT to saE tO hIm..haEz..daT bOy jUz wOn't lIsten tO adviSe!!sOo i dIdn't boTher gTin aNgry..dErr..wElL,iTz hIs lyFe n waTeva i saE cUms tO nO uSe..i dUn caRe tO wHum he b fRens wIf..hE haS hIs oWn mInd..bUt he gEts infLuence tOo eaSily..daT is waT makEs mE fIlL sOo un-Ez..haEz..hE jUz caN't cOntrOl iT..weLl,wE taLk bOut aN hOur plUs..sOo maNy tYnks hE wantEd tO saE..wElL,i'M sUrpriSed..hE evEn tAlk bOUt maRriagE pLans..sOo i waS taKen abaCk fOr awHile..weLl,i'M noT sweEten bY hiS taLks anIwae..nOt anImore laRr..i dUn eVen nOe wEn hE iS seRus n wEn hE is nOt..wEn iS hE teLlin e tRuTh oR wEn hE iS tElLin a lIe..i aM nOt eVen ceRtaeN iF hE haS bIn faIthfUl aLl tIz whIle..hE caN liE tO mE anD anibOdy eLse bUt hE caN't tO hImseLf n Allah s.w.a..sO lEt tIme revEal aL tRuth..hEhehEe.

eNugh bOut hIm oreaDy..tOdaE i asKed ma sIs tO skiPped skUl cOz i waS damN bOred @ hUm..eVil ryTe..hahX!!sUch biTchynEz..walaO!!aT 7.30,dEn she rEalisE daT shE haS a uT tEz tOdae..sO shE hurriedlY gOt reaDy fOr skUl..hahAx!!wAs lYin dOwn oN bEd hOpin tO gEt baCk tO sLip bUt i gOt a kOl frOm lIl' brO aT 8plUs..i tHght hE waNted tO saE daT hE waS bRingIn frEns oVer bUt dEn iT waS hIs teaCher..i waS tOld tO geT tO thE skUl iMmediateLy cOz lIl' bRo iS rUnniN a feVer..sOo i dEn raNg mUmy @ wOrk anD shE sAe iT waS cOnveNient 4 hEr tO gO baCk fOr dEr waSn't mUch wOrk sO shE enDed uP pIckin lIl' bRo fRum skUl..n i gOt 2 cOmpaNions @ hUm..bEz kaN..nOt lOnelY..kEkeKee..weLl,lIl' bRo iS hOpin tO gEt wElL 2mOrow for hE haS plaNs..hE is gOin tO the ciNema wiF frEns tO waTch iRon maN..

sOo hOpe u geT weLl aT thE faztEzt pOsSiblE rAte oF tiMe..

mUmy's oFf daE tOmorrOw..gOt cOmpanY..bEz kaN..i fIlL lykE eaTin lOng jOhn..wAa...yUm yUm!!

lOng tYme nVr gO swImmin sIa..haEz..wEn caN gO ehK..hMmmM..

bOdy acHes..

2008-05-07T22:02:00.005+08:00

haLorr fOes..i acTualLy did'Nt wAn bLog in tOdae cOz i gOt noTynk to wrIte bUt i stiLl diD 4 i'M sOo gOd daMn boreD saKk!!eaRlier tOdae,i waS aL aLone @ hUm..bOred..lYke serUsly..diDn't haf thE mOod tO be in e mOve..sOo mOzly..i laId dOwn tHe whOle daE oF 2daE..toMorrow osO mE alOne yeT agaIn..eveRyone is wOrkin & sKulin..deRr!!bUt lIL' brO fiNiz sKul eaRly..hMm..i tYnk 9 plUs..iF i rEmembeR cOrreCtly..dUe tO eXaminaTiOns..

tO yOu noW!!maE u paZ wiF fLyin cOloUrs!!aL thE bEz!!

bTw heRe is a sHoutoUt tO yOu mA mSn-fRen(nOrcHino)

tHnx fOr beIn sOo carIng..i dUno hOw bUt thNx fOr textIn mE wEn i'M fIlLin lOw..apPreciaTe iT lOve!!hMm..hOpe yOu r dUin gReat!!n hoPe tO heaR frUm yOu sOon!!

oH yEs pPl!!iTz mOtha's daE tiZ sUndae..cOuntdOwn!!

tO bOo* oUt deRr..tOdae maRks 1 yeAr & 3 mOnths(7 fEb 2007) oF uS nOein eacH otHa..haPpy aNnivErsarY tO yOu heArtlEz jErk..

ayOha maTes!!

2008-05-06T22:11:00.004+08:00

haLo lUpiez!!”ma prEcious” iS dUin great..i’M soO hapY 4 daT!!bTw cheQin hEr oUt agaiN oN e 27tH tIz mOnth..haPpy giLe..!!!!!!!n eXcited..jUz meRe 3 wEeks aWae!!

tOdae..i wokE uP aT 6.30am..staRt batHin @ 8aM..n wEn cHong paNg wIf mUmy!!haD taHu paNas n rOti pRata teLor 4 bFaz..bOught pLenty oF cLothes foR "ma pReciOus"..rEaL nIce..eVen gOt hEr 2 snOwcaps!!caN't waEt tO seE her iN iT!!lOokin gOrgeouS 4 sUre!!

gUez waT ppL1!!i aTe lUnch @ maC dOnaLds yEt aGain..atE fiLlet-O fiSh mEaL..n aDditiOnaL nUggEts n maC fLurRy!!dapP..yUmmy yUm!!i mUz b gaInin weIght lYke hElL!!hahaX!!bRo n mUmy waS dEr tOo!!wELl,nOw i’M fUlL!!evEn skiPped diNner!!i aM fiLlin sOo exhaustEd tOdae..dUno y..mA bOdy acHes rEal baD..sOo i tYnk i’M gOna gO tO bEd early sOo fOes..tIlL i bLog again!!gUd nytE!!swIt drIms!!

yUhUuuu..!!

2008-05-05T21:55:00.004+08:00

halO everyone!!i’m sOo haPy todAe coZ i caN’t waEt tO uPdate maseLf bOut “mA prEcious”..tyMe is aLmoz neAr..exciTed nYe..tiZ iS ma bEz momEnt in lYfe..e climaX of mA lyfe!!sO haPy..

t0dae is mUmy’s ofF daE so i haF comPany @ hUm..beZ..nOt lonEly..tomOrrow mornIng gona haF ma “tahU paNas”..eEeee..daP nye..!!oh Ya!!i aTe mAc doNalds yEz..leFt tHe hOuse @ 12.30AM!!was sO hUngry n was cRavin for bIg maC..i hAd bIg maC..nUggets..frIes..n cOke..lyke heLo siSta!!miNd daT u dUn tuRn fAt!!hahaX!!i cUd’nt contRol masElf..i diD’nt hAd anyTynk e whOle dAe xcEpt fOr mEe kUah iN e morNing..hehEe!!sOo mUmy & siSta jOin in tHe fUn..gurL pOwer!!loVe mA gUrls!!

nOw..im waTchin tHe neW chiNese dRama oN chaNnel 8..1st epIsode..”rhYthm oF lYfe”..loNg tIme nO c chrIstophEr lEe on sCreen..n jeAnette aW..hehEe...n gUez waT ppL!!prIson brEak 3 is finaLly oN scrEen!!honEstly i dUn waTch iT..i jUz lOve wEntwoRth miLler!!ma hUsband oN scReen!!sOo laDies oUt deRr..stOp fLirtIng wiF hIm orEady..hahAha..

oh yEs..siSta oF miNe..stOp saYin “bAb-Ee”..aNnoyin sAk..
daTz aL tOdae lUpiez..!!

bLog fOr sIsta!!

2008-05-04T19:55:00.005+08:00

haLoo..i aM herE yEt agAiN..sOo bOrin seHy..waLou!!bTw heRe i aM waTchIn tv..cHaneL 8..chaRity sHow..jeaNette aW iS sOo gOrgEous wiF makE uP..cOz sHe rareLy usE iT on hEr rOles..sHe cAn maKe me gO leSbian..haHaXx!!kIddiN lOrr..i aM tOtaLly stRaight..yA..mY sIsta iS geTtin oN ma nErves..kiP daNcin aNd sIngin heR koreaN sOngs fRum dBsk..lYke heLo..sHe iS nOt tRansparEnt nOe..(wE dEfineTely dUn waN tO seE hEr dance)..den wE r nOt deaF(n hEar hEr sUmore)..caN dIe saKk...evEry fRee tYme,sHe make a tOtal bLunder oF heRseLf..sOo suGar..iF u r reaDin tIz..dU sUm sElf-rEflecTion oKae..dUn haRm uS wiF uR dancIn & sIngin..haHaxx!!

dU uR hips lIe??

iTz sUndae!!

2008-05-04T13:54:00.006+08:00

hEy der maTes..i can'T beLieve i waKe uP sOo earLy tOdaE..i woKe uP arNd tEn i tYnk..hEehee..sTiLl tiRed bUt can'T geT baCk tO sLip..wELl,cErtaIn tYnks haF bIn cLear tO mE..n maEb tIz iS thE beZ fOr bOth oF uS..hMm..weLl..iF tIz iS waT deStined tO be,dEn i wElcUm iT wiF oPen arMs..weLl,iNi sMue da tErtUlis n tErnyaTa..

tOdae iS ..faMiLy daE..eveRyoNe is @ hUm..bez kaN..i tyNk i haF oLwis bIn awaE frUm hUm moZ oF the tYme daT i loSe thE warMth of ma faMily..n nOw..i'M enjOyin iT..!!yeYeh..tUes gOin tO cheQ oN "ma pRecious"..sOo exCited..

rEad iT oUt 4 mE..=)

2008-05-03T23:04:00.001+08:00

You have to take the good with the bad,
Smile when you’re sad,
Love what you’ve got &
Remember what you had..
Always forgive but never forget,
Learn from your mistakes,
But never regret,
People change,
Things go wrong,
Just remember,
Life goes on..

***

saTurdaE 03 maY 2008

2008-05-03T15:58:00.005+08:00

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gUez waT!!dEr waS a blaCkoUt yeZ @ ma cRib!!n wEn i waS waShin e diShes..scaRed e heLl oUtta me!!u nOe i'M scareD oF thE daRk..anD midnIght @ daT!!lUcKily sIs waS @ e kItcheN tOo..

haHax!!mUmmy sTeam keK kUkus yEz!!yUmmy yUm!!ma faV!!sOo @ leaSt tOdae gOt sUmtynk tO mUnch..i mIz mUmmy's pResencE laRr..hOpe sHe iS enJoyIn wErk ryTe nOw..gOin tO retirE soOn kaNn..haHaxxx!!

hmM..nOw..hOw m i gOna speNd ma tYmE tOdae..hMmmMmMmMmMMMm....

tYnkin oF hIm..

2008-05-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

oMg!!i'M miZin hIm baD..i tYnk i caN gO craZee tYnkin bOut hIm..sUmtimeS i wOndEr..dUn hE evEr tYnk oF me??dUn hE miZ mE??dUn hE care 4 mE n "ma pRecioUs"??i lOve hIm sOo mUch..oLwiS tyNkin oF hIm..lOvin hIm every mOmEnt..i caN't bElieVe hE actUally scrEw uP..n reaL baD @ daT..i'm sOrRy iF i haF hUrt yOu b4..i rIly aM..sIncere frUm ma heArt..nO mattEr hOw mUch i foRce masElf tO haTe yOu..i eNd uP lovin yOu mOre..hOw i wiSh yOu realIse hOw mUch i haF saCrifice 4 uR saKe..wElL,i hOpe yOu arE haPy wiF waT u r dUin rYte nOw..n maE whUeva u cHoose iN uR lYfe..i hOpe u wiLl b haPpy wiF hEr n uR nEw lYfe..

oH ya!!a sHoutoUt tO ma besT cUzie!!i tOtaLly fOrgoT ur bdaE(30 aPriL)..sOoo sOorrrYyy baBy!!

wAt iS fCukin wrOng wiF mE??..

2008-05-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

iS tIz riLy waT i wantEd??

i'vE bIn fiLin hElplEz siNce yeZ & i duNo y..aL oF a sUddEn..i mUz b maD tO tyNk abOut bOo*..i mIz hIm sOo..stIlL miZ hIm..haEz..i muZ B insanE..craZy..lUnatic!!i dUnO y mA heaRt aChes sOo baD!!wAt thE fCuk dU i wan??!!haEz..i'm sOo lOz rYte nOw..iS iT bCoz oF "ma prEciOus" daT i'M filLin tIz waE??nO dOubt daT i sTilL lOve & tYnk abOut hIm bUt sUre tYnk iS..iTz nOt dUin mE any gUd..wElL,i wiLl kIp praYing thaT Allah s.w.a wiLl gUide mE tO thE ryTe path..n i nOe..Allah s.w.a nOes e bEz fOr eacH individUal oF uS..n waTeva oUtcUm iT maE b,i wilL takE iT in mA strIde aNd maKe a meaNingfUl lyFe 4 mE n "mA pRecioUs"..pLz lEt mE b sTrong & tYnk 4waRd..lEt aL tHe paIn gO awAe..

gOrge to dEath..haHx!!

2008-04-30T22:34:00.005+08:00

can'T sLip wElL yEz nYte..i dUno y..n stIlL wOke uP earlY..wElL bOo* sTilL riNg mE uP..yEz hE ranG mE..tOld mE hIs pIstoN rIng nid tO chaNge..wElL,hE wEn tO thE wOrkshOp tOdae..nVr heaRd frUm hIm siNcE..anIwae..tOdae..i diDn't wEn tO cHong paNg..wEn tO cOzwaE instEad..mUmy wanTed tO briNg mE tO "fEast" @ seOul gaRden..

iT is thE fiRst tyme i diNe dEr..in mA enTire lYfe!!yUp..ksIan kaN..wElL,i tYnk iT iS a tOtaL wasTe oF mOney..$46 fOr 2 ppL..daT caN laZ a wEek saK!!i enDed uP gOrgIn masElf sOo daT mUmy's mOney wOn't gO tO wasTe..bUt neiTher oF uS caN eaT daT mUch aniwaE..weLl,@ leAz akU daPat jeJak jUgak pT sEoUl garDen..haHax..mIna kaMpOng!!wElL,thNx mUmy fOr thE feaSt!!i haD sOo mUch fUn..i dUno wEn xaCtly waS e laZ tymE wE haD sOo mUch fUn tOgether n laUgh s mUch s tOdae..wE haF bCum veRy cLoz rEcenTly..cIrcUmstancEs haS maDe mE reaLise hOw prEcious shE is tO me..i Love yOu sOo mUch mUmy!!

ima mUmy

oH yEs!!2MorrOw iS laBour daE!!eVeryoNe wIlL b @ hUm..nO wOrk oR skUl sOo tO yOu ppL oUt dEr..HAPY LABOUR DAE!!

pRetTy tirEd..

2008-04-29T22:44:00.003+08:00

hEy dEr freNs & fOes..i dUno waT iS wrOng wIf mE tOdae..mA bOdy jUz fiL wEak aL ovEr n i'M hafIn a sLighT heaDachE..i'Ve bIn sLipin & layiN dOwn oN e bEd thE whOle daE..mUmy waS aCcompaNyin mE sOo i waSn't bOred..wElL,i tYnk i nId tO taKe a waLk n haF a brEezeR..i fIlL sOo suFficaTed iN e hOuse..sOo maEb i wilL b aCcomPanyin mUmy tO chOng paNg tOmorRow..hMm..i'm boilin pOtatoes ryTe nOw..sOo daMn hUngry..makin mAseLf saNdwiCh..yUmmY yUm!!weLl,gUd nyte tO yOu aLl!!

y dU i eVen bOther blOggIn wEn dEr iS nOtynk tO writE??

hMm..borEd..heHee..guGgles!!

sTart oF thE weEk!!

2008-04-28T23:23:00.004+08:00

haLo dEr ma felLow matEs!!yUp..iT is tHe sTart oF the wEek..haF bIn lOokin 4waRd tO it aL wEekend..waS eaGer tO waTch hIkmah..hahaX!!bUt sTilL i oNli gEt tO waTch a paRt oF iT cOz mA bEz gF drOpped bY!!wAa!!sOo haPy!!lOng tYme nvR c eaCh oTha..tHnx gUrl fOr drOpPin bY..apPreciate e thGht!!wAa..lOng tymE nVr gO clUb wiF hEr..

i mIz e oLd tyMes!!waEt k swEetie..wE wiLl haF fUn lYke e oLd tymEs..dUn wOry ma prEcioUs..i wiLl pUt u 1sT b4 aNytYnk..caN't waEt tO sEe ma prEciOus!!eEe..bEz nYe..yIpPeE..2mrw mUmy'S oFf daE..gOt cOmpanIon..oFf fOr 3 daEs sUmore..bEz kaN..@ lEast i haF sUmbOdy tO taLk tO..wElL (bOo) raNg mE uP..n lYke oLwis preTendin lYke nOtynkS haPpeN sOo i jUz pLayEd aLong..wElL,i nId hIm tO urUskaN sUmtYnk bOut ma pReciOus dEn wE cAn oFficiaLly b oFf..haKs..lOve dUn mEan nOtynk tO me aniMore..sOrY hOn!!

lOve mA pRecIous & gUrLfRens!!

sEe waT dId i teLl yOu..

2008-04-27T22:13:00.006+08:00

sEe..iN jUz a maTter oF a fEw hOurs yOu prOve daT u r nOtynk bUt a DICKFACE!!tHnx 4 hUrtin mE oNce mOre..wElL,i'M glaD i gaF u daT cHance cOz nOw i nOe dat u fCukin dUn treaSure oUr reLationship..u r cOmpletEly a diFferent pErson dEn cOmpared tO nOw..wElL mUhamMad hAfidz a.B.h,yOu caN waLk oUt oF ma fCukin lifE fOr alL i caRe..i'M nOt stOppin yOu..yEs!!i'm dItchin yOu rYte nOw!!i dUn niD a gUy wHu tYnks oF hImseLf..sOo waT if i stIlL lOve yOu??!!tymE wiLl eventUally hEal aLl paEn..i'm nOt gOna b a wEakLin jUz bCoz oF tiZ oNe smaLl sEtback..n rEmembeR..yOu basTard mE first..soO jUz waLk stRaight & dUn tuRn baCk coZ i'M nOt dEr waEtin fOr yoU..evEn thOugh u waNna rUn & catCh uP wif mE..i wIll b 2 faR gOne..

mY bIgGest sTep iN lYfe wilL b uR biggeSt regRet in lYfe..

wAt iS uP wiF hIm??

2008-04-27T15:35:00.009+08:00

jUz wEn i waNna gEt alOng wiF ma lYfe..u dEcided daT u nId mE??waT e hElL??n hOw loNg iS tiz gOna laZ tiZ tymE??hE plaE aL goOd nOw..oF cOz laR i'M haPy..bUt waT iF hE hUrt mE yEt agAin??caN hE pRomiz daT hE wILl nvR hUrt mE & tYnk oF me b4 hE dU anYtink??daT hE wiLl pUt mE fiRst b4 hiS frEns??tyNk oF ma prEcious b4 hIs bIke..caN hE dU iT??wE r lYke nOt prOgresSin iN oUr reLationshIp @ aL..of cOz,i waN tO saLvage oUr reLationsHip if dEr is a chanCe tO dU sO bUt is he prePared at aLl foR the saCrificIes daT hE haF to maKe??daT he sHud'nt owIs b tyNkin of hiS frEedoM aL e tYme..hMm..waT m i suPpoz tU du rYte noW??sHud i giF hIm anOtha cHance??

sHud i gIf hIm a cHance tO prOve tO mE daT hE stIll love & caRe

saDist

2008-04-26T19:27:00.008+08:00

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wElL,wE mEt oN 7 fEb 2007 @ sSdc..wE gOt tO nOe eaCh oTha..hE lYke mE aNd eVentUalLy iT tUrn tO sUmtYnk dEepeR..lOve..hE wanTed mE tO lOve hIm..lYke hOw hE haF lOve mE..n i dId..i dId lOve hIm 4 eVery sMalL tYnks hE diD..i haF oLwis bElievE daT hE waS e onLi gUy daT caN nVr lEt mE dOwn..nVr lEt me sHed a teAR..nVr hUrt mE bUt tymE prOve mE wrOng..hE iS thE gUy whU haF hUrt mE e mOz n e gUy whU haf lEt mE dWn..i cUdn't aCcept iT yeT tiLl nOw..e hUrt,e paEn..hE wiLl nVr nOe..hE caN nVr taKe aWae..iT iS a scAr daT hE haF leFt mE daT wiLl staIn maLyfe 4eVa..tO hIm i gaF ma aLl n hE rUin evErytYnk..eVery opInion daT i haF fOr hIm..eVerytHing nO lOnger meaN aNythIng tO mE..i haF makE a hUge dEcisIon..faCt ,trUth wiLl olwIs b..daT i lOve hIm & i wiLl olwiS lOve hIm bUt i caNnot fOrgiF hIm..i caNnot aCcept hIm..i caN liVe ma lYfe weLl evEn wiThOut hIm bUt faCt iS i dUn waN tO..i waN tO speNt e rEz oF ma Lyfe wIf hIm bUt hE haF makE daT iMposSibLe fOr me..

bOo u sHud haf thOught oF mE & pReciOus..nOw iS tOo late..

sUmtimeS i wOndeR..

sUrprised..

2008-04-25T19:57:00.005+08:00

hEy dEr!!yUp..i'M blOggin eaRlier dEn usUal..sInce nOone iS usIn thE cOmp..wElL,yEz wEn i wAs jUz abOut tO sLip..bOo raNg mE uP..bUt hE waSn't aT hUm..hE waS @ thE coffeEshOp wiF hIs frEns & hE waS hiGh @ daT tYme..hE mUz haF cOnsUme aLot oF aLcohOl oReady wEn he rang mE up..arnd..4.30aM..wElL,i caN teLl ..i haF biN wiF hiM faR tOo lOng sOo i nOe nO matTer hOw mUch hE deNy iT frUm mE..wElL,i waS riLy tOuch bY waT he saE..hE wantEd tO miT mE 2dae..bUt to ceRtaeN reaSons & circUmstancEs,i asKed hIm nOt tO..wElL..i'm nOt gOna saE waT hE saE heRe..tOo mUshy2 laRrr..hehEe..i'm tRyin haRd nOt tO gEt "oVer-haPpy" wif iT cOz i nOe..haPy thIngs dUn uSualLy laZ dat lOng..bUt stilL i lOve hIm lYke i oWis haF bIn n wIll B..

todaE..i wOke uP @ 2pM..waS damN tireD lOrr..lUcky mUmmy haF..oR eLse i haf to enteRtain maseLf..yEt agaIn..saD nOe..bTw i'M mizIn bOo alOt..iT sIm lYke ageS daT i haF noT miT uP wiF hiM..

sTiLl lOviN u lYke dEr iS nO oTher..

hUrrAy!!mUmmy oFf daE!!

2008-04-25T00:00:00.005+08:00

hEy der feLlow maTes..i wOke uP lykE 1.30pM toDae sOo timE siM tO paZ faZ!!hEehee..bUt wEn nYte faLls,i'M sTilL e "lOnliEst"..nOt sLipy yEt..jUz tirEd..& sUm pPl jUz siM tO b bLinded nOwaDaes..wEl tO whU u R,pLz r..waKe uP orEady!!

@ laZ!!2mOrrow iS muMmy's oFf daE!!wOn't fiLl sOoo bOred nOw..gOt mUmmy tO accOmpany mE tOmorrOw..bEz nye..sOo lOokin 4waRd tO dat!!hEehee..bTw,i miZ my graNdma lOtz!!lOng tiMe nO sEe..lOve u graNny kU!!heHee!!i fIll wEird laTely..sIm tO lOve ma faMily mOre dEn uSuAl..hahX!!waT e hElL!!faMily wiLl alwaEs b e bEz cOmpaniOns evEr!!nO mattEr waT haPpens,dEr wiLl oLwiS b dEr 4 u..sOo 2dae is a shoutoUt tO ma faMily..lOve yOu pPl lYke bIts & piEces!!thnX 4 bEin dEr 4 mE!!mUaXZy mUaxy!!

SHOUTOUT FOR

mY faMiLy..dAdDy..mUmmy..mE..siSta..&..bRothA

bE sTong..

2008-04-23T23:16:00.007+08:00

hEy pPl!!i'M nOt dUin sOo gUd..bOo diDn't eVen bOther tO kOl wEn hE reacH hUmiez tiZ mOrnin..i waEted lyKe thE whOle nYte 4 hIm!!aSshOle!!nO sEnse oF rEspect!!i'm sOo piz oFf!!dU sUch pPl acTuaLi eXist??beaTs me!!n i actUali haF tO ranG hIm uP tO cOnfrOnt hIm!!nO inItiaTive tO apOlogizE!!eErrGghHh!!wElL,waT i saE iS nOt gOna changEd anYtInk..i dUn evEn nOe y i bOther waEtin 4 hIm tO cHanGed..maEb bCoz i fIlL daT mA prEcioUs nIdS hiM..& daT i sTil lOve him sO..lYke dErr..wElL,lEt hIm b 4 nOw..lEt sEe hOw tYnks gO frUm hEre..iF tYnkS dUn changeD 4 e bEta,i tYnk i haf tO taKe mA fiRst bIg sTep..wElL bOo,yOu caN't pOsSibLy eXpect mE tO pIck uP aL thE piEces daT u lEave bEhind rYte..

weLl eNugh bOut hIm oreadY..i mIz ma gUrlfRends a whOle lOt!!aL of dEm mUz b bZ wiF thEir wOrkin lYfe..wElL gFs..i caN't waEt tilL i'M frEe agaIn tO miT uP wiF yOu aL..!!i haF sOo maNy catchin uP to dU..dUn 4gEt mE yA!!(oH ya..i miZ e fiLlin oF riDin e rEverse bUngEe-cLark qUay..i caN't aCtUalLy reMember hOw maNy tYmes i rOde iT b4 wEn i wAs wOrkin aT bUngy bAr..i caN't wAet tO gEt baCk tO wOrk..)

iTz 3a.m!!

2008-04-23T02:53:00.008+08:00

iTz 3am & i'M nOt sLipy..hOw caN i sLip welL nOein daT he iS nOt @ hUm rytE noW..hE iS waTchin sOcCer @ e cOffEeshOp wiF hiS frEns..dRinkiN i gUez..s uSual..i'm sOo maD @ hIm 4 bEin unaTtentiVe,eSp @ a tYme lYke tiZ..bUt stilL,iT is hIm dat i mIz & tYnk abOut..iT haS olWis bIn & oLwiS wiLl b..bOo..wEn iS tIz gOna enD..??

utTer diSsapPointmEnt

2008-04-22T22:09:00.022+08:00

i’M fiLlin dOwn cast tOdae..i aM sOo disappointed in bOo..maEb bcOz i xpEct tOo mUch frUm hiM n eVentUalLy iT dId’nt gO s i expected..hOnesTly,i riLy dUn tYnk i’M asKin fOr mUch bUt hE iS tOo iNfLuence wif hiS mates..hE iS spEndin moZ oF hiS tymE oUtside wiF frenS..lOng hours of hanGin arnd dUin nOtynk..sOo waT is e pUrpOse..??wHer iS hE wEn i niD hIm..??wHr r the promises daT yOu made to mE??aLl a bUnch oF lies!!inSTeAD oF beIn wif mE wEn i niD yOu e mOz,u rather accompany uR frEn..dU uR fRens mEan more dEn mE??waT m i 2 u??waT dU u take mE fOr??y mUz i unDersTand yOu whReLse u dUn spaRe a thought fOr mE & mA preciOus..bOo..u r nOt bEin faIr tO me!!hOw mUch lOnger caN i tOleratE aL tiZ??is tiZ evEn dUin mE anY gUd??

u haF hUrt mE sOo tYme tO tyMe again..

haPy mE..

2008-04-22T00:08:00.011+08:00

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haLo frEns & fOes!!sOrRy bErrY straWbeRry fOr thE laTe inpUt oN bLog tOdae..sIs waS usIn thE laPtop eaRlier..n lYke hEy..anI1 oF u reaLise daT inteRnet haS bIn laCkin tIz fEw daeS.. aNnoyed cEhy!!ya..lYke reaL bad g2..wEll,i haD lUnch @ buRger kIng..wiF mUm..i haD e tEndergRilL meaL..pReviOusly iT was knOwn s thE chiCken wHopper..dUno y deY changeD e namE..& dEr waS a pEriod oF timE daT deY tOok iT oUt frUm thE mEnu..mIz iT sOo..hahaXx!!

bOo haS bin sTayin @ hUm tIz paZ 2-3 daEs..i'M fIllin sOo haPy!!bUt i noe iT wOn't laZ lOng..wEn hiS bIke iS oUt oF thE wOrksHop,hE wIlL B Bz wIf hiS freNs..Lyke uSually..hOw i wiSh wE caN b lYke hOw wE usEd to bE..wEn i'M owIs wiF hiM rOund e cLock..whreva hE is,dEr i aM..wHreva i aM,deR hE waS..wE r lYke insEparataBle!!wE haD quaRrels bUt iT nVr laZ..pPl enVy thE bOnd wE haF..lYke rIly..rIly..nOw wE cAn't reGurlarly mIt to sUm reaSons daT i caN't staTe heRe..i'm jUz waEtin tIlL everytInk wiLl b baCk tO the waE iT waS..i rIly hOpe sOon enUgh cOz iM mizIn bOo lYke dEadly!!

bOo i mEan wAt i saE iN the pIc abOve..i'M haPy tO b aBle tO shaRe ma lYke wIf yOu..hOpe yOu r haPy wIf mY prEsence in yOur liFe tOo..love yOu mUch maNy pLentY mOre!!

wE taLk..

2008-04-20T23:37:00.006+08:00

yey yEy!!tOmorRow iS mOndae..i'M sOo gLad daT e weEkenDs r eNdin..hEe..wElL,2daE mE & bOo haD a lOng cHat..wAa..fIlL sOo haPy ceHy..dA amE g2 kaN taK riLy cOmmUnicatE..n dEr waS ceRtaen tInks daT hE tOld mE daT lYke i oBviOusly dUno..bUt i'M haPy daT hE spOke uP..iT tOok hIm qUite sUmtimE b4 lEtTin iT oUt..hE waS afRaid daT i wIl scOld hIm..wElL,hE diD notYnk tO hUrt mE peRsaE..sOo i dId'nt lOse ma tOp..
i waS jUz sUrprisEd wEn hE iniTiaLly tOld me..i sTiL loVe yOu bOo!!lOts,pLeNty & maNy maNy...

p.S i sOo fiLl lYke eaTin bUrger kIng..yUm yUmmy!!

iTz sUndae..

2008-04-20T15:54:00.004+08:00

u fOes nOe hOw i hatE wEekends..timE paZ sOo sLow sehy...nOw onLi lyKe 4 cEhy..yEz bOo raNg mE wEn he rEach hUm..aRg..@ abOut 12:05am..i waEted lYke a fEw hOurs 4 hiS kOl bUt nOt evEn a 5 minUtes hE sPare 4 mE..sOo piZ oFf sak!!hE saE hE waS diZzy..& hE jUz haNg uP thE fOn lyke heLo??m i mUte..??eRghh!!hE iS stIl aSlip rytE nOw lOrr..hOw i wiSh i caN slAP hIs faCe sOo daT hE wilL waKe uP & reaLise waT a diCk hE haF tUrn oUt to be..i'm sOo disSAppOinted iN yOu bOo!!

hMm..iTz raInin hEavily ceHy..sTil mizIn bOo lYke crazY..

sHoutOut tO bOo!!

2008-04-19T22:56:00.005+08:00

(sHoutoUt tO boO!!)

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hey der..tOdae raJin cehY..i chaNged ma laYout fOr maspacE..dA bOred sangaT @ hUm laRr..bOo is oUt..dUno nOw he aT whR..taDy kaTa naK tmaN khaI g penisUlar..kaTa jE nak kIp mE updatEd..smpI laR skRg..tk dGr ciTe pOn..bOred sak!!dUin s hE pleaSed!!lYke aL the tYme r!!i dUno hOw to pUt it tO him anImOre..nOt s iF hE liSten..waSte of tiMe taLkin tO him..aM i lYke tO lEnient tO him??maRa naNti maJok..haEz..waT m i sUppoz to dU cehy..??oH ya!!4geT to teLl u maTes oUt der..i oReady cUt ma haIr shOrt..haHX!!hMm..iTz oN thE 7 oF tiZ mOnth!!hehee..oF cOZ laR ingt..iTz on mA anniVersary daTe..heHee..jUz cOincideNtly lOrr..

2008-04-19T15:38:00.004+08:00

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daMn rYte iT is!!tO freNs & fOes oUt dEr,haF a plEasant wEeekeNd!!

wEekenDs!!eErghh..

2008-04-18T23:19:00.013+08:00

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hey der..i noe lyKe i blOg late toDae fOr i dIdn't haF qUIte thE mOod tO siT in frOnt of thE cOmputEr..wAa..riLy lYke hOt cehy todaE..y nO wind r??tODaE,i haf siS 4 cOmpany...yUp,she waS lazy to gO to skUl..well,she was'nT fiLlin weLl aniwaE..sOo lUcky me lOrr..laRr..i dreaD weEkends sEhy whIle mY siS is jUmpin oF joy..wahaha!!i miz bOo xtreMely on weEkends foR tyme paZ slOwer..bOo iS out wiF frenS..nOt angry laRr..yeZ he saT at hUm sOo i'M okae lOrr..jUz hopE dat hE dun dRink s oFten..hEhee..hMm..e laZ tYme i saw hiM waS wen he caMe tO ma hoUse..waA..amE cEhy..bOo,i miZ u laRr..hMm..wEl lYke usUally,i wIlL b waEtin 4 bOo's kOl to enSure daT he iS baCk safe & sOund..4 noW,i'M waTchin sUrviVor..i loVe gUd variEty shOw..

bOo oUt der:taKe caRe oF uRseLf n dU tynK oF me lyke i'M owiS tYnkin oF yOu..Lotz Of Love,sOflan

yOharr..

2008-04-17T20:41:00.003+08:00

yOharr!!i've bIn blOggin lYke eveYdae..sOo frEe..haha!!lUcky me lOrr..pPl bZ wOrkin,sKulin bUt herE i aM..laZyin Lyke oInk oInk..heHeee..!!bIn siTtin & sLippin @ hUm...haF grOwn sOo FAT!! lYke rIly lOrr..nVm..tHOught of taKin yoGa claSses..hMm..weL,bOo haS bin tElin me daT he tIred lOrr..not eVen a mIn on e fon..eRghH!!maNe laRr tak pnaT..hari2 kUa..alek paGy kUa maLam..kLao bwaK aLek rezeki taK pe..sOo angry sEhy..wEn e heLl is hE gona tYnk lYke an aDult!!oWis tynkin of fReedom,hIs freNs n "hE,hImself & hE"..wEl,waT cAn i saE??wEl,iTz owIs mE mizIn him,lOokin 4 hIm..sOo uNfair lOrr!!bOo-hOO..i stIL miz & lUv bOo lOtz!!

wEll,enUgh bOut hiM oreaDy!!

bTw,i'M sOo haPy toDae @ e faCt daT ma pRecious iS dUin guD anD i haVe bOught heR a fEw wearS..i caN't waEt to tEl u hOw mUch i lOve yOu!!wEl,iF bOo haF biN a liTtle aTtentive,maEb pRecIous wLd haF kNown him bEta!!wEl bOo,iF yOu care 4 anY of uS,u shud nOe wat to dU..
i'M sOo diSSappOinted in yOu..

aiYohaa..

2008-04-16T21:22:00.004+08:00

aiyOhaa!!bOo weN out yez at 9pm & oni reaCh hUmiez @ 8 plus in thE moRnin..sOo piz oFf..nVr raNg mE up to tEll daT he wiL bAck lyKe sUper dUper latE..maKe me waEt fOr hiM the wHole nYte..sOo tired saK..nOw,he sEems to bE sLeepin..i tYnk lOrr..wAs angrY laRr wif hIm bUt den he rang mE wen he reaCh hUm,aPologized and talk to mE foR a peRiOd of time sOo i gOt cOoled dwN bY den..haEz..bIn sLeepiN lYke a lOg 2dae..hEhheeee..bTw i can't waEt to sEe ma bOo..mIzin hIm lOtz!!lYke rEally..

loTz pLenTy to telL..

2008-04-15T19:41:00.004+08:00

hey!!fiRst of aL..2daE is muM's & daD's weDding aNniversaRy..sO muM & dad oUt der..haPy anniverSary to yOu botH!!twO of mA x colLeaguEs wAs here eArlier so i wasN't dat bored..sOo much food..
mUm cooked laKsa and waNton..anD soo maNy more spreadS..yUm yUm..
noW,i fIlL blOated!!alhamdulLilah!!hEehheee..
Ya,bOo woke up lyKe super eaRly..he ranG me wEn i wAs aSlip at 10 plUs in the mOrnin..nOw he iS at hUm,fRustrated at his sItuation..
yEz,he wEn to visiT a fweN @ chAngi hOspitaL..aNd on thE waE der,
he haD acCident..not a big oNe larr cOz i haF olwiS biN prayin 4 hiS safEty..hehEe..cUte kan..i Noe..haHaX..a caR in fRont of him reverse aL of a sUdden on a 1 diRection roAd and bang hiS head feRrin..aNd the dRiver iS nOt keEn on paYing the fUlL amOunt oF damaGe..hE sae daT he iS onLi wIlLin to fOrge oUt $100!!waT a miSer!!iTz like toTally hiS fault & stIl waNna bargaiN..hE iS daMn luCky lOrr daT i'M not deR cOz eveRy1 noEs dat i'M mUch fiercEr den ma bOo hiMseLf..pOor bOo..hOw i wIsh i caN heLp him rYte now..hE mUz b feeLin helPlez..waNted to gO to the Police..bUt bcOz of a $260 plUs damaGe,y waSte money oN lawyer feEs..haEz..i oSo dUn wan tO caLl bOo jUz yet..u nOe laRr..hE isN't "fRiendlY" wEn he iS trOubled,uPset eTc..
haEz dEar,i mIz you sOo mUch laRr..hMm..

sHoutOut 4 mA bOo oUt der..
>>i lOve yOu faR tOo mUch daT wOrds caN neva xPrez mA feElinS anD daT no maThs in the wOrld caN calcUlate how mUch i lOve yOu!!<<
(Eeee..mUshy sak..hee..)

sOo faR sOo gUd..

2008-04-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

hey der!!gUd evenIn' feLlow maTes..i'm feeLin haPy!!haHax!!i lovE weEkdaes!!..baSicaLly bCoz timE seEm to paZ faSter loRr..todaE i cleanEd the enTire house,haD my aftRnUn bathE and watch mA malay dRama,hIkmah 2,jUz in tiMe..iT was teLecast in sUria beFore bUt i cudN't catCh iT for i was bZ workin @ daT point oF time..sOo now daT i am sittiN @ hUm,i maKe usE of the spaRe time..heHee..bOo has bIn gUd sOo far soO i'M kinda haPy l orr..nO streZ..bUt i riLy miZ hIm lorr..wiSh he wAs herE by masidE sOo i wudn't mIz him sOo much..hahx!!

tO ma' bOo ouT der..
i hearT u foR every sMall thIng daT u dU for me!!
waTeva u r dUin ryTe now,i waN you to nOE dat i love you sOo mUch anD dat i'M olwis tinkIn of yOu!!
>>tO love & to caRe,i pRomiz to bE der!!<<

hApy me..

2008-04-13T14:24:00.002+08:00

4 me..saTurdaes n sUndaEs r sUch a boRe..foR i dun go ouT and deR r no inteRestin progrMmes on tv..sOo usUally i' m sUrfin the nEt anD rRrR...baSicaLly notHink eLse loRr..kEsian kan??dEn bOo is Olwis wIf his freNs..he raNg me up at 7 in e mOrnin toDae and we talk til 12 plUS..fiLs gUd 4 wE haven't cHat for lyKe i duno how lOng sO,heHhHHeeeEee...yUp,i'm hapy!!grInnin fRum ear to Ear ryTe now..he iS goin oUt aniwae..s xPected..oSO dun wan to saE anytynk loRr...i tYnk he is oLd enugH to tyNk of waT he waNs out oF lYfe soooOOo...no cOmment..(ryTE now laRr)wEl,hoPefully he wOn't piZ me off agaiN todaE..

tO him ouT der..>>i miz yOu lotz!!<<

iTchy haNds of miNe..

2008-04-12T16:29:00.003+08:00

i'M such a losEr!!haeZ..mY hp vibRated and i waS soo eaGer to pick iT up noEin it was a privaTe kol..oNli he uses private..laY low??ya ryte!!hahaHa..weL.itz his haBit to ring me Up onLi after 2 daeS..weL,honEstly,i feEl beta now afTer hearin hiS voice n nOein dat he is dUin fine..hMm..
now cN eat n slIp wiF pEace but i am stIl angrY wiF him foR bein seLf-cenTred n eGoistic..
y dOes satUrdae fiLs sooOoo boRin??no goOd tV proGrmmEs..notyNk tO du..arGhhh..

>>cOuntdown to 30tH June..heheHEhHhheee...<<